havin my prelim prac tml..physics..haiz..its all soo fast..hope i can do it..think i wun be bloggin much anymore..at times only lah..need to study really really hard..my NJ dream must become a reality..doin ss/hist intensive at the moment..having the test on wed..hopefull, i do well..i think i put in effort..but it never really shows..just dun get distracted and focus and wat i'm supposed to do..with God watching over me, i think it would be a breeze..

currently feeling very tired..alot of studying and very little time for anything else.. haiz.. so much homework..making me damn stressed..aaahhhh!!hating life..i'm starting to hate anthony cuz he's getting stricter and stricter by the day.. bloody hell..can actually show attitude to me.. ass!! charles low is ok lah..but the stupid worksheet than jean tan gave me sucked..haha..we all complained to mr ng.. hopefully she gets fired!! ok..i'm being quite mean..nvm lah..she can stay at home and look after her children.. had np photo taking..very screwed..haha..wat can i say..took alot of pics..first time like that in full u..at last manz!! prelims in less than two week's time..better buck up!!

todae, tamil paper was ok lah.. a bit mixed feelings..but who cares..considering the fact tt i slacked the whole year for tamil, if i get a A2, i'll start jumping..and during paper 1, hada big stomach ache..juz lied on the table.. wrote rubbish inside..then started singing songs..and breathing very loudly..dun ask me why..paper 2..i started smiling in between the paper.. hope no one saw..and after finishing, instead of checking..i started writing on the rough paper..some sweet lyrics lah..then, went out to bk wif prav, deepa, latha and zahira..tok cock lah..i had to leave early since there was the rehersal for spf..

tt stupid rehersal where onli 2/3 of the ppl went..i tot everyone will go since they are the creme de la creme..haha..some joke abt tt.. and so lonely somemore..since only me..luckily got one girl to tag wif me..and ya..ok lah..the area 1 CIs were sooooo lame..they seemed like monkeys.. i realli wondered if they locked up all the real CIs and impersonated them..haha..crapz.. they made an invitation to us to join the CI course..dunno lah..i dun think i will survive the course.. haiz..practised on how to take the badge and walk and all that usual stuff.. i was most embarrassed cuz nearly all had first class drill badge.. wat the.. aiyah..nvm lah..the sji ppl were quite nice..same area..so they talked and stuff.. basically, juz another boring event..

end of the 5 day holiday..damn!! i really wan to sleep more.. htl exam on sat.. realli need to do something abt tt.. somehow managed to finish the hmwks during the weekend..not alot actually..but as u can guess, i slacked alot.. got photo taking tml.. both prefects and npcc..dunno how i'm gonna manage..

Had national day celebrations today..was mainly boring..played wif suhaila's palmtop throughout the skits.. alot were stupid.. tolley was the worse..they din even have one..haiz, so much for having me in that house.. gage brown won but i din like their skit..even got tamil words inside..i seemed like some translator for all my friends.. the best part according to many was the indian dance..i had to admit..it was ok lah.. and edwina tried to shake my head like indian..so wierd cuz i couldn't..haha..i'm screwed!!

went to get sana badges from hq..the ppl were so so so rude!! made us wait ourside for so long.. looked like idiots.. i'm goin to write some feeback to whoever is in charge..maybe to the AC since he likes us so much.. and dunno wats up wif him..not plannin to give us our SI rank i think.. then went to toa payoh central to eat..so hungry after the stupid man make us wait for so long.. talked abt our fantasies..haha..shopped at CD rama..and went home..[din noe how to end it]

got my SPF-NPCC..haha..happy lah..again..deserving?? dunno..juz think np life rox!!

went to hcjc carnival..was damn boring lah..athena haven't seen the sch..if not i would not have bothered going.. u can see the geekyness in their faces..haha..yea..some mass dance..looked like some workout...st.marg's mass dance is nicer..basically juz do anything u wan!! and their stalls were prtty much boring.. and the hc ppl wearing orange tee wif the words,"Hwa Chu Lookin At?" Damn Lame i thought..understandable actually!! after that went to buy maroon 5 cd..half the CD is nice..the rest..u will aprreciate if u like slow songs.. oh..in the morning, went for parade.. but juz show face and attend debrief..the rest of the time..spend studying bio..some productive work done..=)