haha..wasn't reaally expecting this..

You're a sexy girl! You are beautiful, and you
love attention from guys, and are very
flirtatous. You might come off as a slut and
bitch to some but I think you have another side
to you that is pleaing for attention, love, and
care. You might be confident on the outside but
don't be afraid to unleash a more sensitive
side. Be better than just the average sex
symbol.


What kind of girl are you? (with pix!)
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oh man..it very sick.. was watching american pie..it was sick..juz so sick.. well, yeah...but i wanted to watch it cuz of the funny bit..but yeah..it really was grossing me out.. all the movie was abt was sleeping around..trying to get their penises turgid and used..and it was the stupidest pact.. to get laid by grad..not wanting to be virgins..gosh!! watz up wif tt man.. but i muz admit..this guy called kevin looked really hot..really hot..too bad they din show much of him naked..ok..i'm thinking dirty..i'm sick..

found this in athena's bloggie..heez..

i was too lazy to blog in the dae..so i'm doing it at nite..dun think i'll be bloggin as actively as now when sch opens..man!! its onli a week plus..and i spend most of my time for NP!! not much regrets though.. many can't stand the fact tt i'm still devoted..well, i dun feel anything lah.. got another orientation meeting on mondae.. dread to go but not much of a choice i have..

i'm still sick..seems like i'm sicker in the day than at night.. ACTIVE AT NIGHT!! heez.. hopefully i dun die out of all that mucus.. and yesterdae nite, i was actually singing songs from the prince of egypt soundtrack..and dancing to that hebrew dances.. oh..i tried pronouncing the hebrew parts of the songs as well.. haha..ed, dunno if u rmb...we did tt in class as well..we shall still be as corny in ac k!! and managed to get the jamie cullum song!! i am so happy!! its so romantic..err..well..maybe not..but i'm still loving it.. damn!! its juz too nice.. and its playing in my com non-stop!! arrhhh!!!

open up your eyes then you'll realise here i stand with my everlasting love ..

ok..i juz had to do tt.. moving on to other things.. I STILL HAVEN'T MADE MY KIWI SORBET!! it needs two egg whites.. so my mom din wan to waste the yolk..she told me to do it tmr so that she can make something with it.. yeah..probably.. and yes..i got back the 75 bucks my mom owed me..so now..i'm slightly rich again..yay!! EVERLASTING LOVE!! i'm gonna make it the webpage song!!=)

Hearts gone astray
Deep in her when they go
I went away
Just when you needed me so
You won't regret
I'll come back begging you
Won't you forget
Welcome love we once knew



Open up your eyes
Then you'll realize
Here I stand with my
Everlasting love


Need you by my side
Girl to be my pride
Never be denied
Everlasting love


Hearts gone astray
Deep in her when they go
I went away
Just when you needed me so
You won't regret
I'll come back begging you
Won't you forget
Welcome love we once knew


Open up your eyes
Then you'll realize
Here I stand with my
Everlasting love


Need you by my side
Girl to be my pride
Never be denied
Everlasting love


From the very start
Open up your heart
Feel that your're falling
Everlasting love



Need a love to last forever
Need a love to last forever
Need a love to last forever
Need a love to last forever

I Need a love to last forever

EDWINA GOT INTO ACJC!!! YAY!!! I LOVE EDWINA!!

haha..i'm soooo happy!! dun have to sue them anymore!!=D hahz..todaez been another slack dae.. woke up with a very bad flu and sore throat.. and the phlegm from my nose and mouth was thick and yellow and mixed with some blood..DISGUSTING!! and tried to download thi swierd program for messenger..not bad lah.. thanx to my cuz..now can steal dis pics..not like i realli wan to..cuz i'm soo nice that anybody would give me their dis pic when i ask them.. SMILE!! hahz.. anywaez.. my plan of making kiwi sorbet has not been very successful..thanx to the fact that my mom is making cookies for christmas.. haiz. nvm..maybe tmr..as long as the kiwi doesn't get rotten.. hmmmz.. i'm practically doing NOTHING!! i mean seriously.. not even watching TV.. the only thing productive i did todae is to do some exercise.. pumpings, crunches, abs stretch.. YES!! i must build up some serioud abs!! I'm loving myself nowdaez!! i mean..its nice to love myslef.. CONFESSION!! I LOVE PRAVEENA NAIDU D/O JEYARAM!! going mad..

went out wif prav today..hmmz.. watched bridget jone's.. hugh grant is sooo hot...*droolz* hahz.. but yeah..kinda nice.. and then go take neoprints and eat lah..then we went around trying to window shop.. wanted to show her the very nice black dress but couldn't find it.. and looked around for bikinis..dun ask me why.. I AM FAT!! i should sooo stop eating!!!

and yes..bev is coming to AC!! YAY!!! that means i am not alone!!!=) great..niw, ed should make it to ac.. she's obssessed wif me and i am wif her also..two years of sitting beside her..its not tt easy to start all over again.. so they better give her a place in AC!! she missed out by a mere ONE point!! and i kinda feel that the ppl who made it to ac dun realli deserve it..meaning, i think they'll be out after 3 months...hope you get wat i mean

hmm..CIBTC is officially over! last day together as squad 4.. POP went fine.. though the court shoes were killin the girls.. we got this cert lah.. and a short talk on probation..so have to do certain hours for HQ and unit/area.. dunno wat to do for HQ..cuz parades and stufff like that require commitment..maybe the simple ushering and administrative jobs.. kinda have loads of experience in it..and the .38 classification shoot was awful!! i got a mere 4...here's the best part..the total points was 200.. i mean, wat a lousy marksman i am!! from 81/90 to 4/200..shit man..haha.. anything lah.. but the bullets in .38 are soo big..unlike .22.. and i felt so pissed when the revolver kept flying around no matter how hard i tried to grab it.. well, its over..juz anything.. a lot of sharing on that dae..well, gonna missa everyone.. sighz..

went for dinner after the whole thing( which ended at 7pm)..first boarded 851 to novena..somehow, we juz din noe why we were there.. and then later decided on maxwell... well, i'm fine wif anything lah.. made so much noise on our way..somemore all of us were wearing our cadet inspector shirts.. haha..hopefully no one saw us.. reached home only at 10.30.. no one was home yet..thanx to the ffact that i missed out on family dinner..well, no regrets.. Squad 4 was more important at that point i guess..esp since it was like some farewell bidding dinner.. but its not over..squad 4 will still remain as the Slackers United squad..

and now..on pae..well, i'm happy and sad abt getting into ac..happy for the fact that i could make it there and sad cuz i'm alone!! ok..so far i onli noe one other person going to AC from st.marg's.. i'm sooo hoping that ed and bev's appeals ae approved..i soo need all of them!! or ac is goin to be hell.. praying..

I'M IN ACJC!!!

heez..went for the orientation meeting today..hmmz..dunno how i'm gonna survive back in st.marg's.. the discipline is simply not thre..i'm not exactly liking it..its frustrating..jam was trying her best to be patient..but it was very testing.. juz gave them some ideas and lft them to settle it.. jam, athena n i went to cine after that..wanted to watch Bridget Jone's but it was not in a suitable timing for us.. so we decided on Christmas with the Kranks..kinda worth it..quite funny lah..can watch.. went to eat at BK and take neoprints..haha..i sooo love the three idiots!! we totally rock!! and our pics weren't that bad..in fact..i love it..haha..after soo long actually.. and they bought me a pressie for my birthday..this white bag..kinda nice..surprisingly, it was jam's selection.. later, we went shopping for jam..i mean she's currently a major fashion disaster and we went around wisma to find her something nice.. so hopefully, she abandons all her ugly clothes and gets something better.. next time she goes shopping, athena and i are gonna follow.. haha..me and athena like some fashion doctors..haha..i also tried this very short black dress..and it was super low cut..haha..half my boobs could be seen.. but it was sooo sexy... next time, i'm gonna buy it..but its $129..so better save up some money!!! i love the sexy black dress!!

5 things i'll never forget abt CIBTC

1)Squad 4
2)Tweety
3)15 mins of Hentak kaki
4)Maggi mee
5)the totally unhygenic me

hmm..first aid course..not bad lah..juz go and pretend to listen to the three instructors..oh man..they can't teach for nuts..well..i can't do first aid juz as much.. my bandage tying is atrocious and my CPR is a disaster..the dummy's chest never seems to rise.. darn!! haiz..but the test was quite crap..all of us did together..meaning six in a group..i couldn't tye the bandage again but nevermind that..louise helped me..they din even noe our names when they tested us..so i guess its either all pass or all fail.. anything lah.. planning to go to sch on 14th..the sec 3s are planning for orientation..juz go help out.. and maybe go out for a babelicious reunion..hahz.. anything.. anywae i feel very bored nowdaez..i mean how much can i do at home..my stupid mother thinks that i shouldn't go out..cuz she thinks that only naughty girls go out often..WATEVER!! haiz..so, maybe on CI nite lah..go enjoy myself and then its graduation..cool..also PAE results on 17th..hopefully i make it to AC..or i am so dead..

back from CIBTC..its finally over. well, i'm not a PCI yet but the thought of being back home away from those CIIs seems pleasantly wonderful..hmm..its both sad and happy..D'04 will stay in my memory for quite some time.. let me juz talk abt one thing at a time..

D'04-At the briefing, I thought i saw a bunch of slackers who were just not fit to be CIs but it has not been the case..D'04 has made it through wif the proud fact that it has 0% drop outs..yeah..the first batch actually.. and the first batch to have residential course after 17 years and 5 days of ATC.. it has been very hard but we have made it..First time i saw the batch as a whole, i felt that i din belong there.. everything was very new..i mean how many ppl do i know over there..i could count it wif two hands..but now, its different..i like the batch and i'm soo gonna miss it.. haiz..its all in the game..

Squad 4- hmm..very interesting..it was grouped by areas but again, i din know many..everyone had a strange look on their face and i seriously wanted to quit.. i juz couldn't see myself wif the squad for seven days.. and as the days went by, i wun say that i realli liked the group..but along the way, i learnt something..from each and everyone there..some gd some bad..but these opinions on others helped me improve myself.. its a totally new experience where the ppl were very different from the kind of way i grew up..by day 7, the squad had bonded..better than expected.. Drill Com winners..so much fun in the project competion and everything else we did as a squad..in the bunks where evryone was juz so crazy..hmm..but u realise that everything good or bad has to come to an end.. and yes, time to say good bye.. i noe i'll see some again back in area.. but it will not be the same.. i have come to like squad 4 and i'm loving each bit of it.. hopefully, squad 4 can meet up..some times for sure.. but i noe that it juz wun be the same..cuz everytime it doesn't..

San San, Valerine, Doreen, Thaya, Jia Hui, Praveena, Joan, Pei hui, Hidayah, Kai Jie, Yi Zhi, Ronald, Johnathan, Eng Kuan, Cumar, Bernard, Alex, Desmond, XingLong, Fadhli, Teck Wei, Musadiq, Johnsten, Tiong Boon, Wei Siong, Louise, Lam Bhan, Terrence

Squad 4 rocks!

Tweety- hmm..i dunno lah..every ATC group was not as close compared to their squad..i think that it was the same here..it was not easy for everyone to say gdbye to their squad and be wif the group when u noe that ur squad is still around you.. but it wasm't hard for me..Fadhli and Lam Bhan from squad 4.. the rest..i juz din noe every single one of them.. on first impression, it felt like i was going to die of boredom in the group..no one seemed interesting to me..an dthe first time i actually talked crap in the group was during the oral assessement.. i rmb Tian Shuo and Firdaus..the ones who started the POLKA DOTTED UNDERWEAR and BLOCK EIGHT!! but it made me think again..was the group really like wat i thought..or was i wrong..i guess i was.. Tweety, after Bernard sirs idea of "TWEETY BIRD COME HERE!!'..hah..it worked fine..and ATC wasn't too bad..i wasn't happy at some points of time..esp abt the leadership problems and stuff..but i guess its juz the way its supposed to be.. i talked well wof everyone but wasn't close to many..i mean, the ppl i talked more often only wif certain ppl..the rest were all nice too but i guess a little quiet..there was not enough time for more communication..i wun forget the times during rafting and all the other activities..where we worked as a group to achieve our goal..and yes we did..Best ATC Group for D'04.. we made Bernard sir and meera ma'am proud..we have lived up to our expectations..Tweety will stay in my heart for a long time.. Hope to keep in touch wif everyone..maybe a reunion..

Arafah, Jing Ting, Fadhli, Rebecca, Firdaus, Tian Shuo, Praveena, Lam Bhan, John, Terrence, Daphanie, Jason, Justin, Joey, Da Zun, Desmond, Hermann

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