Your Brain is 33.33% Female, 66.67% Male

You have a total boy brain Logical and detailed, you tend to look at the facts And while your emotions do sway you sometimes... You never like to get feelings too involved

What Gender Is Your Brain?

i've been online very often but haven't really had the time to blog. i have so many overdue assignments to start on and do admin work for sec 3 atc. i wonder how the camp is going to be run. 7 CIs for the entire camp. thatz exactly enough for coordinator and group instructors. wat abt logistics and admin?? sighz..its going to be dead tiring..

Ed, hope your spots are vanishing!!
yep, she has chicken pox. with 2 weeks mc. ha. we were wondering wat they were and tried to examine it before some ppl warned that it might be chicken pox. and the best part, i haven't had mine yet. so hopefully i can get my vaccine before catching it.

i'm going through depression. the class isn't really helping. thought that everything would get better with time.. actually i'm pretty dissappointed. some of them are so fake. hypocrites. urgh.. i'm hating this.

had sports meet today. since ed is the only one i noe from GHK, i decided to betray GHK and sit wiith CKS. ha. we were so reluctant to go since there was no incentive, like half day or something. i ended up doing my homework half way. sigh. i have to start training on 2.4km.. its currently about slightly more than 12 mins.. not sure abt whats an A but i need to make it to 11 plus mins. haiz.

okay, i want to bitch now. abt someone who has been a cause for me to go into depression. someone who probably is soo in love with me that she can't stop stalking me. it makes me puke when i see the bright glow on her face when she sees me. gosh. i've tried to make it obvious that i can't stand her. is she so dumb as to not understand from my actions. she acts stupid. comes up with stupid jokes. thinks she's very funny. she keeps stepping on my hand and knocking things everywhere. clumsy idiot.

i spoilt my mood by thinking of that freak. well, well. i was gushing over someone today. the same eye candy that i disregarded some time ago. he's juz so cute. so smart. so capable. but oh well, a crush will always be a crush. because at the end of the day, he's juz another guy. =)

need to meet up wif jam and athena soon. i'm missing them sooo much! Love you guys!! muacks!

i did some exercise just now. need to lose weight. i mean seriously lose weight. i'm getting fatter and fatter by the day and the damn NAPFA is coming. i have to pass. i need to do at least 5 pull ups. i am so dead. ahhhh. haiz. bev juz scremed at me that day," NAIDU!! WHY ARE YOU SO SLOW NOW!!" ok my fault. haven't bothered to exercise. was juz slacking around quite alot. i guess i better start now or i'll never be able to do my 5 pull ups. haiz.

1SC6 is getting better. i sort of hated the class at the start. the people were so boring. only the st.marg's girls jas and a few others were active. especially the guys. they are the most unfriendly bunch i've ever met. its like there's no yi hui anymore! sigh. but i think the class as a whole is opening up. hah. we named yi ren bob(from incredibles) cuz he's juz so muscular. he was wearing the acsi pe shirt tiday and i swear. i couldn't stop staring. not that i'm attracted but the fact that i'm scared. i mean he could juz knock you flat with one blow. and there's this other guy. i'm not naming him and the whole class calls him asshole. started by alvin, the trying-to-be-nice-from-now guy. we juz had so much fun making fun of him.its mean but that guy is ridiculously dumb. somemore he's from a pretty prestigous school. we are having a class outing soon. hopefully most of them can come. =)

having a difficult time lately. my grandma passed away last thursday. had to rush to the hospital right after school. sighz. i've been only hearing the loud wails of everyone for the past few days. i guess she meant a lot more to them than to me. i'm not saying that i don't care. juz because i didn't cry doesn't mean anything. why is everyone so skeptical about it. oh well.. it doesn't matter now. everything's over. my extended family is just going to break up. the only person who kept it together was my grandma. now that she's gone, they are going to continue fighting. sometimes, i feel they are so immatured. adults fighting over the smallest things. gosh. grow up people. i've learnt to ignore it. anywae, its over. bye paati! i will miss you!;

been spending most of my time at my aunty's house. had some good time with my cousins. hah. they aren't so bad after all. after all these years of depising the majority of them, its really not bad at all. even though the atmosphere outside was very solemn, we were a crazy bunch of people. first day, all of us got into kavitha akka's room. about 16 of us to be exact. first thing, all of us sprang to the bed and kept fighting over who gets to sleep there. ha. at last, five of us slept vertically while two slept horizontally. had to refrain from stretching out my legs cuz i kept on kicking geja akka. and there was banu. despite her small size, she managed to create such a mayhem that prathip anna fell out of the bed. and stupid sharman. that idiot woke me up at 3am and pushed me out of the bed. that fella abused me so badly. i dropped onto anna's legs and hit my head. i dropped out of the bed a few more times. not happy with all he had done, sharman went to twist my hands and break my back. at the end of it, i looked like i just escaped the tsunami disaster. and he locked banu into a dark room. she din stop crying after that. haiz, guess he hasn't changed a bit after all these years. then we went around gossiping about each other. quite funny. and i found out alot of things about my cousins. lisha, kavi girls, sharmini akka and some screwed up guys were the centre of the jokes. hah. i'll be seeing them again next saturday. and for the first time, i'm looking forward to it.=)

lectures only this week..hasn't been too bad..juz that there are way too many free periods in between.. haha..why am i complaining?? guess its onli for this week before changing to super mugger mode..

class posting wun be out this week i think.. actually, i'm quite dissapointed..i really want a big change to the class..as in more new people come in..cuz at the moment, its pretty much dead..haven't really found someone to pour it all out too.. been hard lah..maybe i'm anti-social..unfriendly..bitchy..it doesn't matter..i don't like the whole clique thing..i noe thatz pretty much normal but many people in my class actually annoy me.. sometimes, i want them to juz go away.. i dun wanna see them.. i noe i shouldn't be saying all this..can't help it.. its annoying me.. why is it that all the nice ppl dun end up in my class..i'm not saying that everyone in sc6 is bad..juz a few.. so if any SC6 people are reading this, ask urself if u are annoying.. its been so lonely...i dun feel there is someone in class i can be with.. maybe outside class..somehow, st.marg's girls are the ones i feel most comforatble with..even after so many months..

i miss st.marg's.. everything in it..4/6,NP, prefects,teachers, school.. no more sitting wif ed and singing stupid songs.. coming out wif crap things to do..trying to bully teachers.. tease jam.. lie inside np room and cry..booking people..giving demerit points..its like the beautiful place i had built for myself in st.marg's is gone..forever.. i'm not liking it in ac..the appeal when i first came in is gone..it seems like juz another place that i come to study.. i'm not having fun.. the teachers are not the same.. i dun really like most of them.. how am i to survive.. did i make the wong choice..maybe SA would have been better..so many familiar faces.. a similar culture to st.marg's.. i still feel like a saint.. the spirit is still there.. i guess as the saying goes "Once a saint, always a saint"