was thinking of not blogging.. but the com was too tempting. PRAVEENA!!!!WAT ARE DOING IN FRONT OF THE COMPUTER? IT'S YOUR TERM EXAMS NOW!!! juz thought i should write that.. ya. the guilt that i'm not studying. but i'm sick of it. mug mug mug.. lifeles mugging. its so darn boring! and school's even more boring. the damn class of mine contains so many ppl who like to isolate themselves. it seems like all the loners who applied for ac got into SC6.. Damn it! JP and I are getting tired. tot of a class party but seemed that no one is interested.. well at least most aren't.. no matter how much we try if they dun give a shit about anything, we'll juz end up like this for the next 2 years.
yup, halfway thru exams.. physics and bio is fine.. gp and maths..shan't talk abt it.. went down for dry shoot.. hah.. last time i had dry shoot was two years ago!! hmm..i dunno.. but the sec 3s seem to be taking things lightly.. decided not to say much, esp since they are NCOs.. reminds me of how i told jam," this batch got potential!"..that was two years ago.. of course, i wish that would still be the case..hopefully they'll everything sorted out..
and i haven't got the invitation card for st.marg's speech day yet.. darn..i'm gonna screw the ppl tm!!!hmmmz!!
Saturday, June 11, 2005
yesyes. i noe i haven't updated for a really long time. i'm juz too lazy to blog nowdays i guess. i hate using the com. its so busy nowdays that i dun have time for anything. 3 camps is not an easy thing. sigh. and i've only finished studying chem..thats all. i'm dead. so dead. oh well, juz hoping tht everything will turn out fine at the end of the day..
let me talk a little bit abt atc. ok, my first one as a CI. not too bad. started out pretty fine.. realised that 80% of the time, things dun go exactly as u plan it to be. there was this whole confusion with the total attendance. somehow there seemed to be an extra person in the attendance but not in the camp. took a whole day to figure that some acsb guy was not actually there. ha. i must say, this batch of sec 3s are not to the standard i had expected.. was quite hard. esp since many of them tried to defy the CIs.. marcus scolded them during debrief and a few fainted. its quite annoying. these ppl dun eat, faint and cause so much trouble. had to sleep in the first aid post with the casualties. i think i got bitten by some super gigantic mosquito. cuz my whole palm was swollen and it din subside until the end of camp.
tang said that the sec 3s wouldn't have eaten much and cancelled pt. it seems more like a leisure camp now. no pt, no pumping, no nothing!! they are juz a bunch of petty, whiny whimps! jay jay and i took group D(devils) for Land Ex. the group took abt 2 and a half hours to reach the first checkpt. thanx to the fact that they took the super super long way. sigh. poor CIs..we also had to walk for such a long distance, even though we knew the correct route. we weren't very plaesed by the way the group acted. some of them were so selfish and juz let the others do everything. they juz sat down and every checkpt and complained. complain complain complain!! i'm sick of it all.. when we were cadets, we weren't like that. with the passing of each batch, the resilience and discipline in the new one seems to be diminishing. its not abt how much the CIs want to do, its abt how much the cadets are goining to help themselves. throughout the camp, i could hear random people cursing the CIs. calling them names. "F*** them!""Crazy looking ...""Sadist" HELLO!!! its not like we dun know. its juz that we dun wan to do anything.
was rather dissapointed with the st.margs girls. despite constant reminder to volunteer and take initiative. most of them were like stones. watching the rest of the ppl do, or reluctantly listening to the CIs. so many with AP!! its disgraceful. esp to hear abt it from other CIs. wonder wat i have to do to them. wat can i do if they dun have any "feelings" for the unit. sigh.no use grunting over here.
but the nygh girls were good.. they met to the expectation. and acsb was pretty good too.
after the whole thing, went for a CI lunch. tp mall seoul garden. we were eating and eating and still eating. some got a little crazy..hmm.. this is wat ATC can do to CIs!! hah.. oh well.. many of them wun be there anymore.. its going to be different.. esp with the addition of many new CIs. 5 from ny..whoa! gonna get overpowered! *grins
ok gotta go back to planning for the NCO camp.
let me talk a little bit abt atc. ok, my first one as a CI. not too bad. started out pretty fine.. realised that 80% of the time, things dun go exactly as u plan it to be. there was this whole confusion with the total attendance. somehow there seemed to be an extra person in the attendance but not in the camp. took a whole day to figure that some acsb guy was not actually there. ha. i must say, this batch of sec 3s are not to the standard i had expected.. was quite hard. esp since many of them tried to defy the CIs.. marcus scolded them during debrief and a few fainted. its quite annoying. these ppl dun eat, faint and cause so much trouble. had to sleep in the first aid post with the casualties. i think i got bitten by some super gigantic mosquito. cuz my whole palm was swollen and it din subside until the end of camp.
tang said that the sec 3s wouldn't have eaten much and cancelled pt. it seems more like a leisure camp now. no pt, no pumping, no nothing!! they are juz a bunch of petty, whiny whimps! jay jay and i took group D(devils) for Land Ex. the group took abt 2 and a half hours to reach the first checkpt. thanx to the fact that they took the super super long way. sigh. poor CIs..we also had to walk for such a long distance, even though we knew the correct route. we weren't very plaesed by the way the group acted. some of them were so selfish and juz let the others do everything. they juz sat down and every checkpt and complained. complain complain complain!! i'm sick of it all.. when we were cadets, we weren't like that. with the passing of each batch, the resilience and discipline in the new one seems to be diminishing. its not abt how much the CIs want to do, its abt how much the cadets are goining to help themselves. throughout the camp, i could hear random people cursing the CIs. calling them names. "F*** them!""Crazy looking ...""Sadist" HELLO!!! its not like we dun know. its juz that we dun wan to do anything.
was rather dissapointed with the st.margs girls. despite constant reminder to volunteer and take initiative. most of them were like stones. watching the rest of the ppl do, or reluctantly listening to the CIs. so many with AP!! its disgraceful. esp to hear abt it from other CIs. wonder wat i have to do to them. wat can i do if they dun have any "feelings" for the unit. sigh.no use grunting over here.
but the nygh girls were good.. they met to the expectation. and acsb was pretty good too.
after the whole thing, went for a CI lunch. tp mall seoul garden. we were eating and eating and still eating. some got a little crazy..hmm.. this is wat ATC can do to CIs!! hah.. oh well.. many of them wun be there anymore.. its going to be different.. esp with the addition of many new CIs. 5 from ny..whoa! gonna get overpowered! *grins
ok gotta go back to planning for the NCO camp.
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