got nagged at by yvon to update. ahh. been at home lately.at last. a lot of things have screwed. np is total shit rite now. with the changing of so many components after that hard training. not likely to have time in dec to train them. so, have to see how lah.

i'm freakin broke..there's so many things to look out for.so many things to buy. but my money's rite now stuck everywhere. haiz..and not getting much allowance now that its the holidays. damn.. and taken a sudden interest in harry potter. bought the entire series after pleading my sis for some cash. she's richer than me anyway. so yeah, spent 4 afternoons reading the first 3 books. rite now at goblet of fire..its fucking thick..

its quite annoying in the sense that i haven't really finished my hmwk..had started on it diligently..but my frens were blasting me for being such a no-life. seems they haven't touched theirs. i should really get back to work and stop reading the stupid book.

hmm..let me see.. things in dec. MY BIRTHDAY!!! yay! should be getting some cash from my parents. have to bring my mum for dinner(my treat). babes outing. the sickening family trip. ogl camp. np training. urghs. and getting that physics hmwk done..since when did i start hating that subject. even more than chem rite now. oh well.

oh found out something. got a letter. the one on edusave. was rather shocked. din expect to be in 25%. ha..esp since i got the same kind of letter when i was in st.marg's. i mean obviously, there would be a great standard diff between the two places. so, tot it was a bit wierd. anyway, i never get the money. so no point gloating.. =(

back from training. arrgh. quite clueless rite now. i mean seriously, wat else am i supposed to be doing. they dun seem to be improving and they still think they are good. and some can even complain about it being so difficult to do the damn easy things. they really haven't seen the world. and there's no fire. absolutely none. nope. not even a single one. wats with that. they giving their 100% might not actually be enough. but isn't it really their choice whether they want to do well or not. and with what face am i supposed to be looking at lsb. there's so much pressure to perform. and its so bad to see that nothing really gets done. hmm. hopefully, they get some strange inspiration..

chalet from 14th to 16th.. pretty much alrite. well, first day bbq..went to jp's house before that to prepare some stuff. was watching a Sun Yat Sen( did i spelll that rite??) movie. not too bad.. took a taxi but wat the fuck. thomas wasn't there and we needed somone who was 18 to check in.. so jp and i waited and waited with all those freakin stuff.. there were really a lot of things to carry.. the rest of the ppl were still at the MRT station waiting for the costa sands bus which never came. they took a cab..stupid alvin.. came like some poser./

i must say.. the place was pretty small.. a small area outside the chalet for bbq, a small bathroom, a damn small TV, a refrigerator which din really act like one, and a very small bedroom.. basically, everything was small lah. the girls took the bedroom and the guys had to sleep downstairs.. and there were freakin so little girls who came..

the bbq was damn tiring.. i mean wat the hell. we took about 3 hours to get the charcoal burning cuz all of us were amateurs. and they thought i would be able to start fire cuz i was a instructor in NP. like when was that part of wat i should be able to do. unless for ATC, it is rather not of much use. so yes, after getting a pathetic bunch of charcoal burning,we sort of cooked the food. it was so freaking unhygenic. the satay dropped on the floor and we just washed it and barbequed it.. ET and toh eb came. ET also brought her bf. he looks like soh cc actually..kinda freaked out at the sight of him. ha..not too bad though..just abit reserved i suppose. shan't judge from first looks.. there was so much food. really alot.. and we were barqueing until about 11 plus.. and then went for night cycling. went from one end to the other.. then back. we went to some damn dark place.. was a bit scared but a bit better since the guys were there.. in the end my ass was hurting so bad. couldn't even sleep properly.

went to sleep only at 4.30 am.. the guys were still making so much noise.thanks to the ps2. and they came to disturb us around 8 or 9 plus. can't really rmb. din budge out of the bed. kws and ze slept on the floor. and joel was standing and sleeping. felt very bad..so gave him some place to sleep. well, i moved to the floor. din really catch a good sleep.. second day pretty much free and easy.. went for lunch and bedok..cycled there..

had an old sc6 class gathering at nite.. felt a bit awkward cuz it had been a really long time and seemed so wierd.. but in the end..wasn't too bad lah.. they were pretty nice.. but the new class wasn't very welcoming..they din really like the old class..so they left for steamboat dinner at marina south.. we had pizza.. ha..one good thing.. i learnt mahjong..tahaaa.. quite interesting..but NO. not wanting to be CHEENAFIED!!

and the guy from UAE called..i think his name was daniel.. quite fucked up lah.. he just tried to get an appt with me..not like i'm some majorly beautiful attractive chic or smthg(kok will agree wif tt).. it'll be so embarrassing if they see me and dump me like some shit. and somemore he was talking abt my ambition to marry a rich and handsome guy. i mean wat the fuckk. who the hell will take wat i wrote so seriously.. i just shut the phone halfway..

we did accounts and realised that we went way over budget..had to increase the coast lah..damn..sherms used the aluminium foil to start a fire.. for bbq..and then Rui yi's frens came to help..since they seemed to have everything going on fine, i went to sleep.. slept downstairs cuz it was too cold upstairs. some of the guys slept upstairs too.. but joel was so worked up over some fighting ps2 game that he spent the whole night playing.. but he got so tired that he slept the whole morning..in the end. it was only 6 ppl left.kok,charlie,sherms,ze,XT and me..went for lunch at LJS.. had to bring home so many freaking things.. including a watermlon and paper plates.. so sickening..had to drag evrything home..

overall, it was pretty much wat i expected..hopefully, we got some class bonding going on from there..

also, went in the morning to watch harry potter with LW.. and i forgot to bring the tickets.. freaked out lah.. luckily managed to get him with some help from the manager.. the movie was alrite.. the graphics were good but the story was a bit choppy.. hah.. and we were nearly late for training cuz that idiot got us to the wrong bus stop..

ok this entry is pretty long..better get some sleep..

back from the long PW meeting at yuen may's place. two more days..and pw's outta my life! yay!! finnaly managed to book the tix for harry potter. so late thanx to the so many ppl who haven't paid me for chalet. i'm like focking out my own money right now to pay my dad. damn. i'm never organinsing another one of these outings!!

got in for the OGL thing.. its alrite. i guess i'm not as happy as some might expect me to be.. but given the job, i'll try doing it well..

my new specs are sooo pink and purple. ha..so wierd since i am not accustomed to wearing this kind of specs. ha.oh well..