i'm happy. i know, kind of a big diff from the last time when i was nearly dead bottom. but, yeah, managed to get most of my work done. banners finished by tmr, i managed to design the souvenir and lsb's response was most satisfactory (wat a BIG surprise!!!)=D and tried to find more inspiration! okay, haven't really found the right inspiration but i'm definitely getting somewhere. maybe i should consider a career in design. or maybe advertising! hmm..

been thinking abt my future lately. all the girl talk and stuff.. it makes me sooo scared to think of what i might become in 10 years. well, i could be
1) happily married to a awfully sweet and charming man
2) a big time career women who practically loves her office
3) a happy but unsuccessful women with a daily 9 to 5 job

well, there are actually many other possibilities.. but i'm just too lazy to bother writing them down. but seriously, this is not a good sign. i dun have any idea wat i might do next! i mean, i know what i feel like doing but my minds just so fickle at times. and the choice between a family or a career. man, this sucks.

and so, in 20 years time, i could be either
a) a still happily married women with no kids( cuz i dun wan any!) but a still totally gorgeous husband
OR
b)a depressed and lonely women who has been left on the shelves for sooo long that she only has her cats for company

ha. the second one will be totally hilarious actually. but pretty sad.=( and so, wat will miss praveena naidu be in the future? guess we just have to wait and see.

i'm dying. things around me are becoming too overwhelming.

*need strength

just did an EQ test but suddenly the whole thing went blank. basket. wasted so much time for nothing. and yes, i'm buying lacy panties tomorrow!! YAY!!!




Something About You

I could talk to you for days
YOu make me laugh one thousand ways
Not realising (you for me)
Like hot water (and my tea cup)

I'm enchanted by your smile
I must admit took a while
For me to see that (this was something)
More than (he's my friend, it's nothing)

I hope to God, you feel the way I feel
Cause this could be amazing
Something so super real

There's something about you
And you don't even know it
I'm telling you know that you got me good
There's something about you
And I can't help but show it
Damn it you got me good
Now I'm not alone
With you I'm home, I've gotta let you know
You got me good

Your style your voive your pints of view
The good the bad and ugly too
Boy I'll take it (give it to me)
I'll be careful (give it to me)

Addiction don't dome close to this
Official is what this sh- is
Still I can't say
No I can't say that (I'm in love)

I hope to God, you feel the way I feel
Cause this could be amazing
Something so super real

There's something about you
And you don't even know it
I'm telling you know that you got me good
There's something about you
And I can't help but show it
Damn it you got me good
Now I'm not alone
With you I'm home, I've gotta let you know
You got me good

I just wanna
Be your all and all
I just wanna be the one to make you fall
I wanna take you away
I want you to be with me
I want you here with me forever
Be my holliday

Let me take you away
There's something about you

There's something about you
And you don't even know it
I'm telling you know that you got me good
There's something about you
And I can't help but show it
Damn it you got me good
Now I'm not alone
With you I'm home, I've gotta let you know
You got me good

You Are Lacy Panties

You're one seductive chica, but you've also got a ton of class. You are like a pinup girl, with timeless beauty and sexiness. Men are afraid to talk to you, knowing they'll be addicted to your charm immediately. Only a true manly man, confident in himself, is your perfect match.

What Kind of Panties Are You?

Your Reputation Is: Mean Girl

You rule through teasing and intimidation.. Yet, people would give the world to be your friend

What's Your Reputation?

You Are 61% Bitchy

While you may not think of yourself as the ice queen, admit it, you're often in a bad mood. And it's those around you who often bear the brunt of your annoyance, even if they haven't done anything wrong!

How Bitchy Are You?

You Are Atena!

Wise beyond your years. You're smart and have a great desire to succeed. And with your determination, you'll get your wish. Just make sure to fight your stubborn streak!

What Goddess Are You?

You Are A Little Snobby

And being a little snobby every once and a while is totally allowed. Because if no one was ever snobby, no one would ever try to dress up or look pretty. And while you do enjoy the finest things in life (that you can afford), you tire of superficiality. You know there's more to life than what's just on the surface.

Are You a Snob?

Your Geek Profile:

Academic Geekiness: Low Fashion Geekiness: Low Gamer Geekiness: Low Geekiness in Love: Low General Geekiness: Low Internet Geekiness: Low Movie Geekiness: Low Music Geekiness: Low SciFi Geekiness: Low

How Geeky Are You?

You Should Rule Mars

Mars is a planet that shines brightly and loops wildly around the solar system. You are perfect to rule Mars, because you are both energetic and independent. Like Mars, you seems attractive and bright to others - but you're difficult to pin down. You are a great thinker, but you only think in the present and ignore the future. Full of enthusiasm and inspiration, you are into your own thing... and rather insensitive to others.

What Planet Should You Rule?

You Are 59% Grown Up, 41% Kid

You've grown up a good bit, but you still have a way to go before you're emotionally mature. You have the skills to control your emotions, you just have to use them.

How Emotionally Mature Are You?

Your Birthdate: December 3

You are certain and confident when you choose to love someone. Even though your romantic choices may be unconventional - you stand behind them. Your friends never know you as well as a romantic partner does. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 3 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 5 You are most compatible with people born on the 3rd, 12th, 21st, and 30th of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

You Are a Flawless Beauty!

When it comes to beauty, you spare no expense - and it shows You're the kind of woman a man would launch a thousand ships for It's hard for anyone to beat you in the beauty department But remember, it's okay to show a flaw or too - you've got plenty to spare

What Type of Beauty Are You?

You Were Nice This Year

You Were 30% Naughty, 70% Nice Okay, so you weren't *entirely* nice this year But Santa doesn't expect a modern girl to be perfect You were good enough - and you'll be rewarded for it

How Naughty (Or Nice) Were You This Year?

Your Celebrity Boob Twin:

Paris Hilton

Who's Your Celebrity Boob Twin?

Fucking fucking porn sites!! i'm getting pissed off right now! they keep popping up..and now there are whole new websites to block. so annoying.. and no, i'm not a sick porn-watcher!

kinda a lot of things i have to do right now.. need to confirm on teaching, think of t-shirt design, banner, orientaion, my date with my babes plus COOKING!!! yeah.. was supposed to cook today, but my parents went to m'sia. so guess, maybe like next week.

i'm think i'm going to get sick. had coffee, a drink and small popcorn chicken for the whole day and i'm still going on fine.. my stomach's being making too much noise...its terrible. well, only consolation is that my stomach's still flat. and i'm admiring it too much in the mirror..kinda freaky actually.

watched "must love dogs". good movie, but no cute guy.

4 days for some family chalet. i was totally sulky at the start.. i mean, what the heck was i supposed to do for 4 fuckin days with them?? some time at the beach and bicycle and playing random games.. but oh well, din turn out too bad in the end.. and i got fed like hell! might have just gained a few kilos. should get back to my running.. sorta getting lazy after exams. with all those partying and stuff..

oh yeah, and prom. was great.. went to harry's for a while after that. forgot my keys, so couldn't stay out too late. and my pics are frustrating.. i should learn to smile properly.. or maybe some photoshop will make the difference..=)

went with jp to apply for teaching in st.margs.. met mr anthony.. damn shocking cuz i really din know what to tell him..just asked me abt a's and stuff.. ha.. he still makes me feel stupid, like always.. damn, when will i learn! the apllication was just this stupid piece of paper. just had to complete it and we were done. so much for thinking we were going to meet the prinicipal and do some interview or whatsoever else.

need to get a nice top.. for et's wedding.. i've thought of the bottoms, but the top i was trying to match it with sort of died. stuff coming out of it.. quite a pity cuz i hadn't used it much. and i need a lot of clothes.. for next year too.. wish i had more cash on hand.. spent everything on clothes, movies and food already. sigh..

on a happier note, i've lost 3 kg!! yay!! yay!! for the first time in 7 years, i weigh less than 50kg. need to reach my target 45. but somehow, i can't see where i lost, considering the fact i'm staring at my body for hours thinking how fat i'll look in a bikini. bikinis are freaking ex anyway.. so, shouldn't even think about it for the time being.