there is no point in this post.

just makes me a little sad that things had to end up that way. you criticise and complain. you tell it straight to our faces that we suck. i noe we do. and i'm okay with you saying we suck. but why put that tone for, as if you're talking to your cadets. i'm not saying i want to be your buddy. trust me, not even close. but i'm just asking you to treat me like i matter. you choose to gain authority with your rank. so what if you hold a higher rank. i'll give you the respect you deserve if i can see what you are worth. you treat me so miserably, what care and concern? its bullshit when u dun practice what you preach! i am not weak! i wun cry if you scold me, if that is what you think i was going to do today. i dun need you to make your words sound rosy. because i do the same with my cadets. but, u keep blaming us. putting us down when mostly we felt let down by the system. we had little guidance as cadets, slightly more as NCOs and as CIs. we just din come from the generation that you did. we know! and you know that! so why dun u try to understand that and help us. you can draw a line from us. but not to the extend that you become so rigid and unapproachable. what is your style? right now, only you know it. let go of that ego and that old school methods and work with us. HAND IN HAND!


class gathering. wasn't terrible. just a little short i guess. haiz.

for the first time in an extremely long time, i went below the 47 kg mark! woohoo!!!

when i was almost trying to accept the fact that i'll be a no life freak, they do this to me!!



heart vs mind

on a happier note, pirates was awesome!! worth it for the every bit of the 8 bucks!




johnny, you keep seducing me!

rafa, I HATE YOU!

you failed from the very start. a line up that left many wondering why there were two wingers with no striker to provide the aerial threat. dirk kuyt made to look like an idiot, running tirelessly after the ball with no real aim. milan had it simple. no crouchy, no threat! what were you thinking? that kuyt at 1.84m could do absolutely nothing against the likes of maldini. and when you finally came to your senses, it was too late. way too late. now, how many times have we seen the same situation of you fielding dear crouchy for the last 15 mins hoping for a miracle. statistics don't lie rafa.

mascherano. the man who wowed me in the blue and white stripes of argentina. he was awesome, he did his job. he did it way too well. after he was substituted, you have kaka contributing to another goal. zenden. a tremendous workrate comes up to nothing when you haven't got the skills. the whole kop was against him. could you not hear their kewell cheer when he played? what were you thinking?

maybe you dun love the club as much as the rest of us.

we weren't outclassed.
we handed it to milan.

POP 07 ended not too badly. It was like an official farewell to some CIs as well i guess. Kinda wierd cuz i doubt i won't be given any more work to do. like lw said, we are now freelance CIs. was a little bit emotional when i had to make the impromptu speech. embarrassed. and thanks to the newbies for their farwell stuffs! it means a lot!

i chose ntu acct. I'd rather do a professional degree in 3 yrs than a general degree in 4 years. and i'll save like 10k. i just hope its not as cheena as it is made out to be and that i can find my group of frens. sadly i can't find many ac ppl in acct. i need to seriously expand my social circle. when did i loose my charm??

did shopping. had to buy contacts. anyone knows where I can get cheap coloured contacts? those daily ones?? went to watch 28 weeks later. really not as bad as i would have expected. new shoes.. replenished my makeup. but all this means i'm broke right now.

Pirates date with half my babes=) and lw. I can't wait!!!

Please select the course you wish to accept:

NTU - Accountancy

NUS - Business Administration

SMU - Bachelor of Business Management

Reject all Offers of Admission

yay! 100% for basic theory evaluation.

i did my mum a handmade card. with magazines and stuff. got her some mabelline gloss lipstick. she was complaining abt the colour, saying its too light and about how it probably suited me better. *winks. had tuition in the morning and i was contemplating whether to go for the second ntu hi tea. din in the end. instead, i went to my granny's place. it just din make sense to me cuz my dad told me, my mum and sis to visit grandma for mother's day. but isn't she his mother?? anyway, we bought this choc cake for her. freakin sinful but it felt real good eating a piece of choc cake after a long time. and we all went for dinner. so, quite a day well spent i believe. just that, now i'm back to being fat.

i'm still being snubbed by smu. and i'm disliking them more and more for that. maybe i should just screw my social life and go to ntu.

i don't want to learn driving. dad's been forcing me to and it sucks. i like being driven around, not drive. urgh!

quite the same these few days. managed to catch spidey with my babes. best out of the three but it din leave an impression. i can't really remember much, maybe there was way too much happening (mind you, it was 140 mins). funny thing, this girl who was sitting to my left was sobbing. hah, it was rather a wierd moment cuz i couldn't see what was so depressing. it wasn't like korean drama or something. and speaking of korean dramas, i've been trying ban my mum from renting or buying those stuff. it just feels a little uneasy that my mum is more attracted to those sappy chic dramas than me. darnz.

work starts soon. better enjoy my last week as a free birdie.

uefa champions league semi final- second leg:

LIVERPOOL 1

CHELSEA 0

(Aggregate 1-1, Liverpool wins 4-1 on penalties)

LIVERPOOL IS GOING TO ATHENS!!!

SEVENTH TIME BABY!!! yay. it was fucking nerve wrecking watching the whole 120+ mins. Kopites are bound to die of heart attacks, trust me. but it was sheer class, that agger goal. cech is real bad with those low balls. somehow, i still dun respect rafa, because the game could have gone either way. but credit be to the twelth man!!