only a few days left to sch. have been trying to get stuff but like i'm clueless at times. cuz i dunno how big a bag i should get and what kind of clothes to buy. but still, i'll be going shopping tmr!=)

was shopping today. courtesy of mum. got some clothes. one of my shopping finds was this tube dress, sweet pink and purple. love at first touch. it felt like royalty!=) ha.. but unfortunately, it was only in size 2 and thus, a little too big. but what i felt really terrible about was that the boobs part din fit. first time in my life that i din have enough boobs to hold the tube in place! goshz!! but i loved the dress so much that i still bought it. maybe some push ups?

HARRY POTTER SPOILER ALERT!
(do not proceed if you haven't read it yet)






ok, so i've warned you. Anyway, I had to write about it because it will be such a fabulous way to end the journey. jk rowling is plain genius for the way she answers most of the questions from the previous book. there is action from the very start when they rescue harry from privet drive and it seemed to get very dark, with voldy's rise in power. the whole deathly hallows thing seemed quite out of place in the book at first, but nearer the end, everything seemed to make sense. and like i predicted, harry din die and snape was good. i had heard of the harry being an horcrux theory as well as the theory of snape being in love with lily. i thought the second one was a bit far fetched, but hah, how wrong i was. the only part that got me damn emotional was the snape' story. it was hard wrenching when snape asked harry to look into his eyes. and ha, rowling seemed like she was on a death rage. death from the beginning to the end. and ppl who were rather close to the heart were dying so easily. some i thought, were unnecessary.


while the book was fantastic the epilogue sucked. i was hoping to find out what happened to the whole magical world nineteen years later but we only saw harry ron hermoine and ginny with their kids. and the names were so cheesy. i was rolling my eyes!



so it comes to an end. but like dumbledore said,

"I will only truly have left this school when none here are loyal to me."



harry potter is the boy who lived, and will live forever.

i've been feeling increasingly miserable nowdays. and its been hard trying to express myself. i've been trying to act like everything's normal and it's just making things worst. i feel like i'm isolating myself, quite strange actually. and my cheerfulness is almost non-existant. i wonder, will things be like that from now on?


i want to cry so badly.





ps. harry potter and the deathly hallows is plain genius. i'll write about it some other time.

its so fucked up starting uni like this. with absolutely no frens there, i was hoping that at least orientation can help me find some new frens. but somehow, everyone just wants to reject me. its super ridiculous. how often do u hear anyone saying they got rejected from orientation! what's the purpose of orientation then! i've been feeling so bloody frustrated these few days desperately hoping for a place in some orientation. my handphone's around me even in the toilet with the ringing volume at top level! but the stupid shitholes of ntu can't be bothered. right now, my impression of them is at an all time low. thanks so much NTU for helping me start my life there as a loner!

to add to the misery, argentina went down to brazil 3-0 at copa america. victory to underdogs!=(

kinda feeling damn foul today.

firstly, order of pheonix the movie sucks. it was like watching clips of a very long story that just tell u the important parts. OOTP the book was pretty long winded so i guess the movie kinda shortened parts of it. but i seriously expected more for the last scene. something like they going thru all the different doors at the department of mysteries and ron getting strangled by the brain. =0 in the movie, it was like as if you open the department of mysteries door and you get straight to the prophecy room.?#!$% and the position of the veil, or the misty door as it seemed like in the movie was damn stupid. like anybody who was fighting could have just slipped into it. the women playing bellatrix lestrange was worth watching for every second of her screen time and i really expected a longer duel between her and sirius. it seemed like every character was having a cameo role. what a waste of some brilliant actors. the women playing umbridge was great in her role, with all those pink fur and cats. dumbledore semmed to jumpy and din posess the grandeur that he was potrayed as in the book. and there was almost no dumbledore-potter time in the movie. the last scene of explaining the prophecy was almost non-existant. it din say much about the imminent doom facing harry or about why dumbledore never told him about it. OOTP the movie din do justice to the book. =(


nbs camp din reply to me. going by what i gather from ppl i noe, seems as if they only chose ppl who they deemed pretty. i may be just speculating but they haven't mentioned anything about balloting to choose the applicants. its really funny why they can't cater to about a 1000 students when even jcs can do that. now, guess have to wait for union camp to see if i was luckier there. what a way to start uni life. this is just great.

i'm feeling super sore from gymming yest. those flabby triceps of mine need serious work.

A sudden impulse to do this one after reading athena'a blog.

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will only have one true love. You've been deeply wounded in the past, and you're still recovering from that hurt. It's important to you that your lover is very attractive. You like to have someone to show off. In fights, you speak your mind and don't hold back. You know you're right, and you can get quite angry about it. Getting over a break-up doesn't take long. Easy come, easy go.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

its less than two weeks before school starts. well at least nbs foc. dun think i'll go for the union one cuz i have no time to rest and i need to read harry potter 7!! yes!!! its potter mania rite now. should go book tix already. other than that, i'm just trying to get my life back to normal times.. i'm trying to wake up early and do more work.i've to clear all my drawers and its quite a horror seeing how filthy they are. and i should hit the gym more. better get into shape before school starts.

watched v for vendetta just now. regret not watching it sooner.