seems to have so many things on these days. driving, tuition, cca on top of all the crazy amount of work that i have. i'm lost in fm and accounting's not any better. i'd probably start crying if it weren't for business law. biz law is great. maybe if there was some specialisation in biz law, i'll take it.. hmm is there one? i seem to have almost zero social life nowadays. ntu ppl dun have the habit of going out after lessons(unless you stay in hall).. so its quite boring, almost like a routine. go to school, study, come back home. gosh! i need more to life.. seriously!!! on a better note, i'll be meeting yvon tmr to go for a jog.. i really really need to run.. have to maintain stamina. and did i mention ntu gym is a piece of junkshit? there's no air con in the weights room and the cardio is just filled with guys who stare at you, thinking you came to the wrong place. and the weights are just crammed everywhere. it looks really like a dumpster, for all the rusting and unwanted weights. grrrz...


also, date with my babes on fri.. thank god for that!

just more and more work.. i'm starting to slack a bit and thats quite scary. have to use these weekend to catch up. now, seems like i'd prefer afternoon lessons seeing that all cca starts after 5.30pm.. so i have to spend a lot of time in the library.. i think its quite a good place to study actually.. just quite a pain having to walk from south spine all the way to north. today was union day. stupil shit. we still had lessons because the teacher din let us skip. i wonder how much she thought we'll be missing in a wasteful lesson like comm fundamentals. crazy i say! met petrina for lunch. had a pretty good chat. feels good to have ppl who still think of you even after going each other's own seperate ways. and after class, went for hip hop fusion with yvonne. haha, it was seriously hilarious! i cannot dance and my attempts at trying to do a body wave kept failing terribly. need to practise my steps man..but still, its pretty cool.


yesterday, managed to drive on public roads. i was freaking quite a bit cuz it seemed a bit fast to hit the roads, seeing i never even had a proper signalling lesson. but it turned out quite alrite. i stalled the engine like 3 times in the road and was super slow at starting the car. must practice finding the biting point. my test is like on 4 jan. so i dun think need to rush thru now. ha, driving is fun.. rather addictive.

Its great to have fri as a free day. ucan really make use of the time to catch up with things u weren't able to do that week. i had my first driving prac today. i noe, its abit late. ha.. wasn't too bad.. just that i've to make sure i never wear running shoes. couldn't feel any of the pedals.. it was like guess work. completed 3 lessons so, can book my test date next lesson. yipee!! then headed for the gym. its much more peaceful in the morning. i think i'm still losing weight even though i'm doing more weights. i'm slightly more than 45, and thats not supposed to be the case. ha, just hope i dun turn unhealthy. and have you realised, its been raining forever these days. esp whenever i forget to bring my umbrella. sianz. there's so much tutorials and reading to do. better get started...

haha. yay! at last. typing this entry using my very own notebook. woohooooz! i think i'm adapting to sch. its not the happiest place to be but i'll survive. there's already projects and assignments. i've been trying to be a serious nerd and study. pretty proud of myself so far since i've done every tutorial and read every chapter that has been taught. *proud smiling face stares into the screen. i just hope everything goes by well and i can get a good honours. hard work it will be but with faith, anything is possible.

i think i like business. =)

i have no idea why but i've been mugging like crazy for the past few days. i had holiday from thurs to sun and i've been doing work like almost 80% of the time. what is wrong with me?

financial statements are such a pain. my eyes have been wandering around them for three hours now. and i've FINALLY finished my accounting 1 tutorial. real accomplishment i must say. so ntu's alrite i guess. ppl aren't that cheena or boring. but haven't really made any frens. just hanging on to old ones (very few indeed) and trying to make new. hasn't been all easy since i can't really find ppl of the same frequency. i just tell myself that the days of ac and st.marg's are long gone. =( so, i hang out with random ppl in tutorial group and make my way around uni in solitude. i dun see why its necessary to tug someone around for everything.

am i afraid to be lonely? not anymore. i think

i'm scared.

NTU Freshmen Welcome went as i had expected it to. speech after speech before they had some performances. and somehow, i think i prefer the speeches at ac. it made more sense and it felt close to the heart. NTU seems pretty cold, with no one really bothering about each other, everyone just being comfortable with their own selves. maybe its because its just the beginning but i expect things to improve. slightly depressing was the fact, that i saw zero good looking guys. no kiddings. not many girls were lookers too. most of them had a sian, nerdy look and that makes me pretty worried. plus the fact that i saw 4 ac girls. the only one who i knew being my classmate. seriously, where do these ppl come from??

now, i can't decide between a Fujitsu Lifebook S6410U and a Lenovo Thinkpad X61. i want to order by monday. anyone wants to help me decide?