COMM FUNDAMENTALS IS OFFICIAL OUT FO MY LIFE!!! yay!!! it was one of my worst performance and i totally screwed my written assignment but at least, i don't have to touch it till next year. but i guess this shitty grade was made up by my 30/30 for fm! FULL MARKS YEAH! ha, i've never seen full marks since like wat, sec school? haha.. was so happy! at least, i'm glad i'm not laggng behind those all As people.

i'm still broke. need money.

I'm glad this week is over. Done with fm, biz law, accounting and fm projects. Its just the group presentation next week and comm fundamentals will be officially off my life. well, at least for this year. I've been trying to seriously think of what would attract students to NBS. its not as easy as it looks. hope i dun screw it up, knowing that she's bias towards me and will grade me well if i dun suck.

driving's been pretty great too. like all of a sudden, i'm doing well and i did 3 circuit lessons in one day! can u imagine? =) i din book lessons for whole of november since it'll be like close to exams. hopefully i dun forget all the stuff.

went g2000 today to buy my suit. let me see. one blazer, 3 long sleeved shirts, 1 skirt and 1 pants. a total of $306. I was having a heartache but just consoled myself by saying that its an investment. i din wanna ask from my parents since i think they'll be having quite a huge sum (really huge sum!) of expenses this month.so, i'm broke to bits.

spare change anyone? i'll pole dance if you want!

i thought it was right..

oh wells, i'm still feeling blessed!

met jp,kok,xt,joel,bob n kenny for dinner at holland v just now.. we were trying to be adventurous and went for mexican food. ha, but we couldn't read anything and we just randomly chose the food. but it was rather good. and then we went to nydc for mudpie.. yummy! the guys were just pissing us off with army talks.. and jp and xt kept telling me how sad their life was in nus. i think i should be glad that at least i have some people i can talk to.

i have strangely began watching rugby and man do i love it! its like football but well, more interesting i suppose. since there are more goals and more action.. i like all blacks, not because their the best but because they are distinctive and play with so much life! ha, plus the fact that i've seen the whole all blacks craze in nz before.. its 2.30am on a sunday morning now and i'm staying up watching rugby! gosh!

last week has been unexpectedly great. fm wasn't as bad as i expected. neither was IT. and oral presentation was strangely good as well. i mean, i hated it but the teacher seemed to love it..shouldn't complain i guess. acct mid terms next week. its really really impt. so i better do well since i screwed my quiz.

driving's been such a pain. i hate slopes. i absolutely cannot stop at slopes and i'm probably going to fail because of that! my lessons are going really slowly cuz i cannot drive properly on slopes. i hate slope. i hate slopes. i hate slopes. i hate slopes. i hate slopes. i hate slope. i hate slopes. i hate slopes. i hate slopes. i hate slopes. i hate slope. i hate slopes. i hate slopes. i hate slopes. i hate slopes. i hate slope. i hate slopes. i hate slopes. i hate slopes. i hate slopes. i hate slope. i hate slopes. i hate slopes. i hate slopes. i hate slopes. i hate slope. i hate slopes. i hate slopes. i hate slopes. i hate slopes.
AARRRHHHH!!!

i haven't exercised in a week. feel really fat and disgusted with myself.. i keep imagining myself with wobbly bits of fats everywhere. gosh, i have a problem!

so its schools again.. and what a way to start it when u go to class at 8.30 on a bloody monday morning and find out that your tutor is sick. 2 hours of totally doing nothing. no motivation to do work. no motivation for anything at all. accting is getting extremely annoying and fm tutorial is freaking long. plus my oral presentation on thursday. darn. i hope i dun screw it. and also, the stupid IT test is coming. what exactly are we supposed to study? no clues. its going to be acct e-learning tmr so i'm not going to bother going to school since biz law lectures are usually quite useless for me. yay! can sleep until late!!!

on other news, something rather unusual happened under my block today. basically, all the residents in blk 544 jelapang road decided to gather near the void deck and give petition against the proposed child care centre that is going to be built there. i have no qualms about any childcare centre but the issue for me was one of safety. cuz the construction took up the whole void deck and there was no shelter to walk under. we had to walk outside the pathway, always in fear of death by a bamboo pole or potted plant. it was like the first time i ever saw the residents so united over a cause. some even suggested building the childcare centre on top of the multi storey carpark. what exactly were they thinking? the minister, who happens to be our mp also came and i guess was quite overwhelmed by the size of the crowd. there were even policemen there. and the minister was pretty rational and seemed to make sense. he was pretty humble and even apologised for not informing residents earlier about the childcare centre. so now, we have to wait while he assesses the situation and sees if our void deck is really the best place for a childcare centre. it was quite sad to see the rc chairman getting some blame from the residents. i dun think they should really complain given the fact that they only are concerned when it affects them directly and leave the rest of the dirty work to the rc. if they want to make some changes, join rc lah! but seriously, its pretty disturbing to see how selfish some singaporeans are. they care only about themselves and don't bother even when they see others in misery. from the public transport i take in the morning to the queues at the foodcourt at night, there's absolutely no courtesy among singaporeans. they shove you aside and slam the door in your face like you're invisible. the young people pretend to sleep or just dun even bother to give up their seats when they see a mother wth her small kids or a really old women. it just makes me so disgusted and is seemingly adding to my list of reasons on why i should migrate to somewhere else.

kok is giving another attempt at a gathering. yeah, when koks fly! i do wanna meet them. its so sian in school that you just need to hang out with people outside schoolso as to not feel the stress. haiz. what's happening?