i had my chance once... but now, i'm the foolish one...

funny really... how something you look forward to with so much expectations can just all of a sudden make you feel like a big joke. why does this keep happening again and again! everytime i hope for something, the possibility that it just cannot happen always seems to overwhelm me.. who am i to blame? myself for being the unluckiest person in the world? maybe its just the sacrifice i have to make for being born as me.

i cannot give up yet...

thanks for giving me back my sanity!


*TINSELTOWN*

PLEASEDON'TSTOPTHEMUSIC!

the weekend's been pretty good to me. i managed to finish all my hmwk on sat despite me worrying that even monday wouldn't be enough. gd thing i had time to colour my hair. i was thinking of doing it professionally but thought i'd better recuperate my dec losses. its mahogany copper but i now look like a redhead. i just hope ppl dun freak out tmr.

good news! i got in for the ntu ambassador thing. i sorta expected it anyway. i'm also gonna try for the prettytuff comm. i'm really unsure what i should be doing for that. i haven't been bad at interviews so far, so i hope i dun suck if there's one.

i find this sem to be harder than the last. the fact that they are so non-mathematical(with the exception of stats) is in no way honey to my ears. maybe i'm just over anxious abt how my gpa is gonna be affected. guess i shouldn't worry too much and too early.

sweeney todd is gonna be here soon. JOHNNYHONEY!!

the first few lectures have been totally unbeneficial! i noe nuts abt anything so rite now, i might be a little screwed. i seriously dun feel like sch has started. it just feels so ordinary and mundane and all the joy that i had during the holidays are being slowly sucked up dry. well, i was feeling quite the same at the start of last sem. it got better and i hope the same happens here.


I WANT TO GO ON EXCHANGE!!!

its back to school tmr. somehow,, the holidays are too short. i hate getting up early and going through the same routine schooldays. there are like tons of notes to print and i'm so gonna go broke. sianz..now, to enjoy the final few hours of my holiday..

i passed driving baby!


sweet...

DRIVING TEST!!!!!

i seriously feel so screwed right now. i'm just hoping for the best tmr!