in prayer...

i think i'm seriously obsessed with johnny now.. the sweeney soundtrack is bloody awesome! "by the sea" is a seriously funny song..esp if u watch the movie where johnny acts like he doesn't give a heck abt what mrs lovett wants to do.. you'd love him just for that expression when he nods i do during the wedding. if you haven't watched it, go find it in youtube. you'll be addicted just like me..

its recess week.. a much needed break and i've spent teh first two days sleeping. productive indeed. acct quiz tmr. i din study like crazy cuz i was just too tired. well, if i suck, haha.. i dunno..

had the second ambassador training briefing on sat. yipee! i get to be inside the external shuttle bus instead of the bus interchange.. its more interesting.. geez.. this yr got acct buz double degree.. smu is seriously gonna have some trouble.. to everyone entering uni, COME TO NTU!!
okie, i've done my part!=)

its freaky when someone strange adds you in msn and happens to have your contacts from some jamie yeo fansite. haha.. seriously, when did that happen?

today's newspaper faetured this article on how sg girls were getting all too pampered.. making their boyfriends carry their bags, pay for dates and stuff.. quite an interesting read.. having seen so many of my close frens insisting that the guy should pay for the date. and i've also seen how paying for a date can go horribly wrong. speaking as someone with absolutely zero date experience, i wonder whats wrong with going dutch? i mean, if its a first date, obviously he's not your boyfren rite. imagine you two dun get along and u dun go out anymore.. then wouldn't it be like u owe him something.. plus, wat if the guy's not rich? i always scorn at girls who make their boyfrens carry their bags. might as well u get him a bag and tell bring all your stuff along during the date.

well, i suppose sg girls act as such cuz they want to be treated as princesses. i mean every girl has such a dream and if she was obsessed with trying to be one during regular times, ppl will think she's wierd. so the only person she can act all princessy around is the poor guy and she cleverly uses that opportunity. haha..

will i do that? possibly not, i'm more than that..

something damn funny happened today.. i msged someone thinking it was that person.. happens that its not her but has the same name as her.. plus she did have a fren with my name.. just not me.. so we were smsing for dunno how long before we realised that we din actually noe each other.. can u believe that?

liverpool won. i quite dreaded it cuz if they had lost, it would have been a quick exit for that bugger of a manager. but then, haiz.. whatever i want never happens.. sianz..

i pretty pissed off rite now.. its just not enough.. i seriously thought it was good enough but to get rejected? ( i know i'm not really saying what its abt, so u can make out watever you want).. i think maybe i'll try again.. see first lah..

need my exercise again.. i feel fat and ugly.. haiz.. cannot get so fat.. esp when all this stupid guys are getting thinner and thinner.. seriously, how the hell do u get thin in army?

watched 27 dresses.. nota big fan but it was alrite.. but the guy's cute..=)

indeed its overwhelming. but i need to push on..

cny gathering at et's house today.. haha.. not so big a gathering since like only like 8 ppl turned up.. but yeah..was still good to catch up with them.. finally! i got to see jp.. really random topics.. thinking abt the classmates of ours that we had forgotten.. abt how uni is seriously bad (its not that bad actually) and how we so miss dear ac.. haha.. how we kept poking fun of han fei and kinny.. yuesheng's bangla jokes.. chee hong's fly kite.. damn.. i really miss ac.. its so diff in uni cuz everyone's so nice.. haha..no one really wants to poke fun or make jokes.. its like everyone is somehow very similar to each other.. thats not a bad thing but i keep wondering how i'll rmb them 30 years from now.. hmmm.. well, i suppose everyone's diff and maybe it just needs more time..

had to leave halfway for yet another cousin's wedding, err rom actually.. seriously, too many ppl are getting married and its getting so routine.. they should like consider changing the way weddings are carried out.. and you can bet i will!=)


liverpool lost to barnsley. =( why's rafa still here?

why is it my fault that i look as such?

its karma.

its serious insomnia. for no particular reason. ha. it can be pretty useful esp when u are trying to listen to a dead boring stats lecture, you dun actually end up sleeping. but now, i'm stuck with super black rings around my eyes. looks damn awful and i cannot cover it up. sighz. i already look ugly, now its even worst! sigh... I NEED TO SLEEP! how ah?

its v day tmr. and once again, i dread leaving my house. cuddling couples, girls with roses, some mercilessly showing them off.. well, i have to admit, it does have an effect on me. not envious or anything but just that feeling of having someone. haha.. i think karma is working its effect rite now.. and there's not much i can do anyway. plus, i dun think i'm in need of someone to make me happy. i'm already pretty blessed..=) so tmr, i'll just be spending my day in the company of frens in school. well, it will be different since it wun be like old times.. but why not share some love with new frens.. haha.. anyway, i baked brownies for them (thanks to insomnia).. actually its a new recipe.. so they'll be my testers..geez..


now, now.. how do i learn how to sleep again?

why can't i sleep at night?

i think family guy is really quite funny.. i like south park better but i guess family guy sorta fills up the void of not watching south park.. and cny rocks! i noe i dun get ang baos but its still pretty good. caught up on a lot of rest and started my fitness routine again. crunches are seriously hot! my stomach looks damn tough(at times).. haha.. but still needs a lot of work! still got stats and accting to get thru. plus my ob speech. sianz..

I've been going all high and low the past week.. start of the week, i was feeling so dissappointed over just about everything and by midweek, it was all routine again.. and towards the end, i almost died with so many things to do..

cousin's wedding was simple and yet sweet. it feels more cosy when its a small wedding with very few people, knowing that they were there because they wanted to and not because they were forced. well, its nice to go to weddings anyway.cuz its always amazing to see how two people can choose to commit to each other for the rest of their lives, even if they get the shit out of each other.. and its never too early to start finding inspiration for my own wedding. i can almost visualise it. just that i dunno who i'll be kissing. haha.. well well, i'm sure that can wait for now..

there's acct presentation and ob to prepare for.. i so hate ob! it sucks all the joy out of me and everything feels so gloomy after doing ob. its only till next mon and there'll be a long break we do the next one. sadly, with the amount of work still not done, i'mnot looking forward to mon.

i know i was supposed to be studying and stuff but i just couldn't resist watching sweeney todd. my johnny sings so well! is there anything he can't do? the story is somehow predictable but i guess its the songs that make this movie worth watching.. the lyrics are painfully true even though you just dun want to admit it. johnny is such a genius! you just want to watch him more and more and even though you see him in the whole movie, you just cannot get enough of him. johnny, please marry me!

There's a hole in the world like a great black pit
And it's filled with people who are filled with shit
And the vermin of the world inhabit it.
But not for long...