i'm really blessed.


The power of God is with you at all times; through the activities of mind, senses, breathing, and emotions; and is constantly doing all the work using you as a mere instrument.

-Bhagavad Gita

this euro is really for the dark horses.

everytime i look at the mirrors nowadays, i just feel like throwing something at it. its strange coming from the narcissistic bitch who loves obesessing over herself all day long but my esteem has been pretty low. and i have absolutely no idea why. i keep seeing myself as being fat, black and ugly, as if shrek looks more desirable than me.the worst part is that my depression has got me spending serious bucks on unwanted stuff. damn. i need help.

the song is so funny but totally hot...

The thing about love
Is i never saw it coming
It kinda crept up and took me by surprise
And now there’s a voice inside my heart that’s got me wondering
Is this true, i want to hear it one more time

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Just a little louder

Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you’re in love
Say it again

Thing about you is you know just how to get me
You talk about us like there’s no end in sight
The thing about me is that i really want to let you
Open that door and walk into my life

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Just a little louder

Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you’re in love

And it feels like it’s the first time
That anybody's ever brought the sun without the rain
And never in my whole life
Have I heard words as beautiful as when you say my name

Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you’re in love
Say it again

When you tell me you’re in love…
Say it again

I dunno..maybe i'll just apply for second major and see how.. i'll just reject it if i dun like it.. the thing is that i'm not interested in any minor so i dun really noe if its safe graduating with one degree.. but i also dun wanna end up mugging my whole uni life and maybe not even do well at the end of the day. so, i dunno..

my eyes are a little but screwed up rite now.. hope i dun go blind..

never thought that retail therapy could be this good.. is it just me or are there like way more sales this year than last.. so far, i got 2 Daniel Yam dresses which I dun really have an occasion to wear for right now, a Guess bag, a shiny pair of shoes,some accesories and random other clothes.. okay, i need more shoes and maybe some new clothes for school.. but i'm thinking i'm gonna start dressing down in school since everyone's so bochap and i dun wanna feel like some oddball..

the orphanage is really not that bad a movie.. i mean you never think that Western scary movies are ever scary but this one was very good.. it has got no gore or blood or monsters but they used old school horror movie tricks to scare you.. worth watching.. man, i wanna learn spanish!

plus, i dun think i'm gonna work.. its like less than 2 months and its not that easy finding a job.. which means less shopping..=<

results out. i've been trying to not check them all these time. not as good as the last time but better than i had expected. and thank god for stats!

Acct II-B+
Stats-B+
OB-B+
Econs-A-
Comms-A-

so, my gpa has fallen below 4.5.. somehow i think i have done eveything i could. i don't know, maybe i'll try to be less distracted. but first, i've got to start with astro.

no, i'm not dead. just lazy to blog or do much actually. one month of hol is already over. and so is astro.. just two more weeks and i can officially start holidays..yays!! i'm wondering whether to work but i suppose its hard to find work for like 2 months. maybe waitressing part time cuz i happen to have quite a number of tuition offers now.. and guess this will be like my last real holiday since it'll be internship next year. its fast ain't it.. one year's already over and two years from now, i'll be out of school..double yays!

i finally decided to plan start a prudential savings plan.. bank interest rate is ridiculous and i've gotta start making money if i wanna retire early. after my financial planner did an analysis, i realised that i actually have no expenditure.. i'm like totally living off my parents.. oops! i'm just consoling myself by saying that i indulge them with expensive stuff periodically.. but then again, maybe i seriously need to do something..

GSS is killing me.. it comes at a time when bank acc is at an all time low. darns! ok, so far, i've only spent $200 of which half was for someone else. and i still need to buy a bag, clothes, body shop stuff and maybe do my hair.. anyway, i finally saw harold and kumar that other day and man, its absolutely hilarious! i wonder why ppl say the first one's better.. i think this is better maybe cuz its more kinky.. =)