recess again. and i'm not going to go on abt how i dun think its recess and all that. yes, i do have alot of work but at least, its a break. so i'll gladly take it. have been up to alot thse past few weeks. aiesec's been pretty interesting. Jumpstart was very enriching and I'm ver happy to be somewhere where people don't judge or act superficially. It did take a little getting used to to see so many random ppl just talking to you but i quite appreciate it and it has really broadened my perspectives. at least i'm beginning to appreciate people more and am now even trying to take a step to achieve my goals.

meetings with diff groups of ppl. yes, was quite good. meeting my babes plus lw tmr. still need to find a slot of ed.. plus two days of non stop project meetings. yay, i enjoy my life! haha, really i do!=)

i survived a rather mad two days.. finally got some sleep which lasted more than the 2 hours(max) i've been getting. 201 din suck.. was better than expected thankfully. and the presentation..well dun wanna start swearing so lets just forget it..

recess is one week away and i need it so so badly..much to catch up and really wanna meet some people.. aiesec camp this weekend so dunno whether i'll even go home.. haven't seen my home in two weeks and i quite miss having aircon.. arghs..feel so overwhelmed. i dun even noe whether i should bother about all these recruitment talks or not.. i noe most of my frens dun care and frankly, i dun as well.. but i'm scared i won't get a decent job since i quite come very strongly at times and am too truthful during interviews that i totally flunk them..

to tell the truth, i just wish i could stop school and become an air stewardess and fly away to anywhere from here. there's so much stress and negativity that its totally killing my soul.. haiz, maybe i just need a break.

i think everything's turned out for the best. i'm not regretting anything that i've done and i thank God for somehow making something great out of a really bad situation that i was in. hare krishna!

school's madness as usual. and i'm glad i'm staying nearer to sch now seeing that i'm coming home from school almost 11 for like 3 days a week. i'm surviving on 3 hours of sleep rite now and i dunno how long i'm gonna last.. projects projects projects plus an in class assignment that i'm doomed to fail.. and wat more to say about my highly unintelligent decision to take chinese.. i barely can comprehend anything and its just way too much stuff to memorise.. i can't afford to screw it with a GPA thats hanging in the middle of nowhere.

argh! i need a break.. oh recess, can't you come a little sooner?