ey and moores haven't contacted me. guess its back to grades again! i feel like going up to them and give them a knock on the head. some of the most talented ppl i've seen have dreadful grades and i am sure that they would do well if given the chance. its such an unfair system. meritocracy they say but its come to a point where they are just rigid and stagnant.

 and that is why u keep losing your talent!

a valentine's day not filled wif love..

its painful to come back home, act like nothing happened. trust is a very special thing to me because i rarely trust anyone. to hear that someone whom you think about every few moments doesn't trust you is devastating. and even more when you realise you can no longer trust her. it was never to be this way but after getting betrayed once and twice and again and again when all you've hoped to be is honest, you just give up. i cannot let the other people in my life get hurt because of one person. you keep thinking its just a phase that will pass but sometimes people use words that is worst than stabbing your heart deep with a dagger. you just need to stop crying and walk away. do i trust her anymore? i dun think so. but i still pray everyday for her to find Krishna the way I did. and when i see her as someone to be proud of, i'll be more happy than anything in the world! 

and till then, at least He is one person I will always trust.

watched three movies today..just to see what the buzz abt the oscar movies are. personally i was really only interested in seeing milk because of the theme. but just kept watching one after another. so if i was allowed to vote for best picture, it'll be

1)slumdog millionaire

2)milk

3)the curious case of benjamin button

okay, i haven't really seen the wrestler and the rest of the movies but i suppose the commercial ones are somehow more attractive. when i watched milk, i thought nothing could be better but slumdog proved me so wrong. its a feel good movie, not really bollywood style(which is awesome!) and somehow reminds me of city of god.  the youngest jamal is awfully cute and the music is brilliant. and i dun understand why the ppl in the indian slums are so worked up. it does create awareness and i do believe the potrayal is quite accurate. the children are blinded, they cheat their way thru life but nobody could really blame them. maybe the movie did generalise but which movie doesn't? 

milk was interesting from beginning to end. the potrayal of harvey milk as a sensitive vulnerable man was wat made the movie so watchable. of course lets not forget diego luna and james franco. their roles are not big but they add to the yummy factor!=) and i hate anita bryant. i tried to google her since movies dun really portray ppl accurately but after all i've read, i still hate her. i mean, i cannot hate her so let me just pray for her!

benjamin button was somewhat slow and except for the makeup wonders, there wasn't really much to look forward to. i think the story telling is beautiful and cate blanchett is beautiful. i just thought abthow it must be for her to see brat in his last few days as nothing more than a 5 pound baby not even sure if he knows her. not the greatest but definitely worth a watch!