i need to stop watching movies..confessions of a shopaholic.. another chic flic..strange that jerry bruckheimer produced it..lol..but yeah.. everything's fine now.. i'm pretty contented except with PA which i hope i'll forget about soon.. did i mentioned i cut my hair that day? oh well, seems like nobody really figured that.. and they refused to believe me when i said i did. damn, i should go for something outrageous soon. 

i cannot stand 2 weeks of no football. who cares about the lame internationals.. GIMME MY TORRES BACK! 

caught He's Just NOt That Into YOu today.. must say i was more impressed than i thought i would be. i suppose ppl will say its just another romcom but this wan is diff, firstly becuz of the star-studded casts but most importantly because its so brutally honest. "He's just not that into you" it would kill for any girl to hear that.. but imagine how much better relationships would become if women actually got to accept that. i like the justin long and the big love girl pairing cuz its absolutely cute. and girl says this,

"Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up. If a guy punches you he likes you. Never try to trim your own bangs and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending. Every movie we see, Every story we're told implores us to wait for it, the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. But sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs."

how so true. everyone (including me) hopes to be the exception. i mean, who doesn't wan their own happy ending.. but i guess with the kind of life in singapore and the kind of guys there are here, thats highly unlikely. there's not gonna be a knight in shining armour, esp when u keep hoping for it. reading the signs.. oh boy do i wish it could be easier.. i can read signs for everyone except for myself. i keep wondering if a certain guy likes me while actually completely ignoring( and sometimes, bashing) the guy who actually does. maybe i'm just meant to be the rule.. 

sometimes i just feel like laughing at myself. why do i even bother.. its really sad to see how grades play almost wholly in deciding the calibre of someone. whether u can get an internship, whether you can go for an exchange, whether you are worth the effort.. i noe i dun give my best in studies but i sometimes feel that life's a bit unfair to me. i'm not jealous or bitter. i just find the whole situation incomprehensible.