the sem seems to have ended rather abruptly. the thought that this could be the last sem i might actually be with some of the girls is quite depressing!  seeing how at the start of the sem, i was rather apprehensive as this sem was going to be without sok fang. i mean, she's really the one who can see me eye-to-eye in most things and after one whole sem of only seeing her face, it was quite strange going back to the original girls. i dun know if you rmb my posts in year 1 but they were mostly about how these bunch of ppl were not the kind that i hang out with. not my ac or st.marg's kind but more subdued and less bitchy. i still think the same way but i suppose time changes everything and when you start opening up, you can really bring the friendships to a whole new level. so to think that once most of them leave for instep, i'll be drifting about in the nbs that i oh-so dislike, is daunting.  i guess i'll stick to rest of them but its not the same seeing that i'll be way too loud for the ppl in sg and possibly a total jackass (just as fb predicted)!

i dun wan to think about next sem. I dun wan to think about internship. i wish i could freeze time to this moment. cuz rite now, everything's perfect for me. 

just perfect...

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one, I still got the seed

You said move on, where do I go?
I guess second best is all I will know

'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
Thinking of you, what you would do
If you were the one who was spending the night
(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish that I was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer in the middle of winter
Like a hard candy with a surprise center
How do I get better once I've had the best?
You said there's tons of fish in the water, so the waters I will test

He kissed my lips, I taste your mouth, oh!
(Taste your mouth)
He pulled me in, I was disgusted with myself

'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
Thinking of you, what you would do
If you were the one who was spending the night
(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish that I was looking into

You're the best, and yes, I do regret
How I could let myself let you go
Now, now the lesson's learned
I touched it, I was burned
Oh, I think you should know!

'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
Thinking of you, what you would do
If you were the one who was spending the night
(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish that I was looking into your, your eyes
Looking into your eyes, looking into your eyes

Oh, won't you walk through?
And bust in the door and take me away?
Oh, no more mistakes
'Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay, stay

i made a very terrible statement today in front of someone i shouldn't have..regrets but i cannot resolve anything. must learn to be more tactful and less superficial. =(