Thursday, October 27, 2005
thomas topped the class..3 As.. sorta expected.. always sleeping in class and can still do so well.. its so irritating. ze+ got 3 As too..asshole.. but i guess, he's a consistent worker..gd for him.. dun think i'll be taking s-papers.. i'm still thinking of maths.. since bio is not an option anymore with my C5 in GP..but, most likely not..pretty useless lah..
felt quite sad for a number of ppl in class.. its just so shocking they din do well.. esp when some others whom i feel din really deserve it got good grades..not that i look down..well, i don't..if they study and do well, then good for them..but if they dun study and somehow, do well..damn tyco..
yes, its a ear already..half the race finished.. and fnished not too badly.. i shall be my greatest competion and do well.. for its the A's that matter in the end..
Monday, October 17, 2005
well, for now i guess i should just try to enjoy as much as i can. booked the chalet already. fun-o-rama..games sort of settled..surprisingly..bake sale.. hmmz.. if nobody opens their house, then i dunno how lah.. ha..charleston sprained his ankle i think..his pw group is suffering.. i still suggest they go to his house.. hee.. freak him out..=) and i can't believe how ze+ can come up with a sick joke on charlie's middle leg..wtf.. kws!! i'm so angry with him over pw.. and he's a sicko...a mushy sicko.. found a badge with him..it wrote"I love you.. because you are a sweet little fool!!" I almost puked blood. can't imagine..
i want to see my babes!! darlings, i really miss you guys!! jam's simons..athena and her purple,green,pink..oh i-dunno-wat simons..love you guys!! lets confirm our dinner date soon!!! before jam runs away to make babies again..
Friday, September 30, 2005
two days to promos.. most of the work done..but not bio. not at all. oh well! only two ppl were absent from school today. wats wif that!? some class only had two ppl present. ha..all the talkings of ponning sch.. jp din come. stupid girl.sleeping at home. my day was bad in the morning.
woke up 15 mins late. slept on the bus and missed my stop. had to take the damn MRT back to sch. lessons were near useless. esp that damn inheritance lecture. he took so long to do a few qsns. was so scared that chee hong will take away my handphone. you see, my phone rang yet AGAIN during his lesson. he wanted to confiscate it for one day. but din give it to him yesterdat. guess he forgot abt it. shree's birthday today. koh wui siong on wed. joel on monday. bob on tues. sad to be having exams on your birthday..after school was damn funny. after physics that is. ze+ asked me to keep sherm's bag inside the girls' toilet. sherms saw that and tried to snatch the bag away. he suceeded but i managed to grab his box and run into the toilet. ha. they din wanna come in cuz i was armed with a camera to capture them in action in the girls' toilet. i was laughing so hard cuz they were trying all possible ways to get in without being caught. sherms even though of spraying a fire extinguisher on me. koh wui siong barged into the toilet. yes, got his pic but lost the box. then sherms, ze+ and kws all came to attack me. stupid ze+!! pour so much water on me. shall have my revenge on all three of them one day!
i'm trying for OGL.. not sure how. cuz my parents are planning a holiday around that time. shall wait and see. the class wants to pon acgames. understandable why. not very likely that our class will win, esp with those guys.. but i think bev's upset. shall try to convince everyone to come. must eradicate alvin kok and chien zi yi first!! ha..too strong.. ya. you get the point.
wat to do after promos?? actually, got so many things. must catch up wif my babes. must watch corpse bride. johnny depp!! must plan a successful class outing. class chalet?? steamboat at someone's house?? bbq?? movie marathon!!! must watch all thre american pie again! and also all the three scray movies! some are not with the idea but who cares! just watch with those who want to watch.. not for the porn but the teenage humour. gee..
well..now its the promos that should be in my mind. come on guys! 12 more days and it'll be all over!
Sunday, September 25, 2005
i've never studied as hard as this before. never have i ever stayed up until 1am on consecutive nights to finish revision. never. i cherish sleep. so u probably know how hard it is for me. o'levels seems far distant right now. promos.promos.promos. to all those who are reading this right now. GET BACK TO MUGGING!! yep. hard as it seems, we have to go through this. take it as a challenge. i'm sure we'll see the light at the end of the tunnel.
Thursday, September 15, 2005
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
i feel kinda guilty for all the stuff i said abt her in the past.. i mean she can be annoying but i actually pity her now, seeing the state she is in.. there's so much discrimination..isn't wrong to be urself? to do all those crazy things and not worry abt wat others might think of you!! maybe it is..maybe in sc6.. i feel like a hypocrite.. bitching abt her behind her back but putting up a false front.. okay, maybe not false..unreal?? oh watever!! i'm trying to change..hey, if you have noticed, i'm nicer to her now..and i dun say horrible stuff anymore.. but why can't evryone just be like that.. u really don't know who to believe..who you can tell the truth to.. who is smiling in front of you but saying all those mean stuff abt you behind your back..who will be there beside you when you reallu have a problem..okay..all these are just my random ramblings!! sigh!! i think the person has repaired the machine..better go queue up before the bell rings..
Thursday, August 11, 2005
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
to 1SC6: i noe we have not done well for terms. but lets not be a LC(Loser class!!, as zi yi again puts it) we shall bounce back from our humiliating performance and strive to be the best.. yeah..lets help each other and believe that our dream can become a reality..if only we believe!! love you guys!!!=)
IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING!!
Thursday, July 14, 2005
hmm..i'll write back again..soon..i hope..
Thursday, June 30, 2005
yup, halfway thru exams.. physics and bio is fine.. gp and maths..shan't talk abt it.. went down for dry shoot.. hah.. last time i had dry shoot was two years ago!! hmm..i dunno.. but the sec 3s seem to be taking things lightly.. decided not to say much, esp since they are NCOs.. reminds me of how i told jam," this batch got potential!"..that was two years ago.. of course, i wish that would still be the case..hopefully they'll everything sorted out..
and i haven't got the invitation card for st.marg's speech day yet.. darn..i'm gonna screw the ppl tm!!!hmmmz!!
Saturday, June 11, 2005
let me talk a little bit abt atc. ok, my first one as a CI. not too bad. started out pretty fine.. realised that 80% of the time, things dun go exactly as u plan it to be. there was this whole confusion with the total attendance. somehow there seemed to be an extra person in the attendance but not in the camp. took a whole day to figure that some acsb guy was not actually there. ha. i must say, this batch of sec 3s are not to the standard i had expected.. was quite hard. esp since many of them tried to defy the CIs.. marcus scolded them during debrief and a few fainted. its quite annoying. these ppl dun eat, faint and cause so much trouble. had to sleep in the first aid post with the casualties. i think i got bitten by some super gigantic mosquito. cuz my whole palm was swollen and it din subside until the end of camp.
tang said that the sec 3s wouldn't have eaten much and cancelled pt. it seems more like a leisure camp now. no pt, no pumping, no nothing!! they are juz a bunch of petty, whiny whimps! jay jay and i took group D(devils) for Land Ex. the group took abt 2 and a half hours to reach the first checkpt. thanx to the fact that they took the super super long way. sigh. poor CIs..we also had to walk for such a long distance, even though we knew the correct route. we weren't very plaesed by the way the group acted. some of them were so selfish and juz let the others do everything. they juz sat down and every checkpt and complained. complain complain complain!! i'm sick of it all.. when we were cadets, we weren't like that. with the passing of each batch, the resilience and discipline in the new one seems to be diminishing. its not abt how much the CIs want to do, its abt how much the cadets are goining to help themselves. throughout the camp, i could hear random people cursing the CIs. calling them names. "F*** them!""Crazy looking ...""Sadist" HELLO!!! its not like we dun know. its juz that we dun wan to do anything.
was rather dissapointed with the st.margs girls. despite constant reminder to volunteer and take initiative. most of them were like stones. watching the rest of the ppl do, or reluctantly listening to the CIs. so many with AP!! its disgraceful. esp to hear abt it from other CIs. wonder wat i have to do to them. wat can i do if they dun have any "feelings" for the unit. sigh.no use grunting over here.
but the nygh girls were good.. they met to the expectation. and acsb was pretty good too.
after the whole thing, went for a CI lunch. tp mall seoul garden. we were eating and eating and still eating. some got a little crazy..hmm.. this is wat ATC can do to CIs!! hah.. oh well.. many of them wun be there anymore.. its going to be different.. esp with the addition of many new CIs. 5 from ny..whoa! gonna get overpowered! *grins
ok gotta go back to planning for the NCO camp.
Monday, May 23, 2005
was a talking to a fren yesterdae. abt the class. little improvement. and it doesn't help by hearing that some of the guys go for movies secretly.. why do they have to outcast the others..esp the other guys. they form a social circle which they guard so fiercely , trying to hide themselves from reality. its aggravating especially since he holds a position in class. we're going to try something. hopefully, we can get that done.
weary and drained...
Thursday, May 12, 2005
there's thousand and one things that i have to do nowdays. how i wish one day had more than 24 hours. maybe i'll be able to manage better. am quite depressed cuz i screwed my physics test. 15/25. its the lowest among my three test. its heartbreaking since i mugged for this test. haiz. moral of the story: dun mug! forget that you have a paper the next day and go to sleep!
bevs running for council. she got thru the interview. if she gets thru the campaign then we have one councillor in sc6. quite cool. oh well..cannot get high during gp anymore since alvin amadeo is long gone. the ne teacher looks like some IMH runaway. she was trying to amuse us wif some very lame jokes. ha..it juz din work.
went to sa on monday for ac sa rugby match.. as usual, ac won wif a big margin. ha..way to go!! got a chance to catch up wif ppl after a long time.. had a mini 4/6 gathering at the track. ha..i miss all of them.. saw suhaila.. i miss her daily whining. ha..larissa, emmeline, joan, van k, van lee, jean, qian li, sarah, hui shan and some others i rmb seeing around before. sighz.. i missed the feeling of being a saint. i felt like i belong there.. at one pt, i even wanted to join in the cheer" saints go marching in" after all i've been singing that for sooo long.. the sa ppl who came to support did a great job..they were overpowering. was quite dissapointed abt the way ac cheered. the councillor nominees were trying to compete wif each other to see who could stand out more. it really turned me off. seriously, i have no good impression abt ac council. they look so fake. oh well. stayed back wif athena till late.. sa toilets were really bad. i wanted to cry cuz the toilet was juz too dirty. ha..maybe i'm spoilt. and we could smell blood from the canteen. realised that it was the sewage overflowing! gross.
ivy e-mailed me yesterday..was very touched. felt like i had neglected her. at least for her, the babes must go out. love you guys!
Saturday, April 30, 2005
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
Ed, hope your spots are vanishing!!
yep, she has chicken pox. with 2 weeks mc. ha. we were wondering wat they were and tried to examine it before some ppl warned that it might be chicken pox. and the best part, i haven't had mine yet. so hopefully i can get my vaccine before catching it.
i'm going through depression. the class isn't really helping. thought that everything would get better with time.. actually i'm pretty dissappointed. some of them are so fake. hypocrites. urgh.. i'm hating this.
had sports meet today. since ed is the only one i noe from GHK, i decided to betray GHK and sit wiith CKS. ha. we were so reluctant to go since there was no incentive, like half day or something. i ended up doing my homework half way. sigh. i have to start training on 2.4km.. its currently about slightly more than 12 mins.. not sure abt whats an A but i need to make it to 11 plus mins. haiz.
okay, i want to bitch now. abt someone who has been a cause for me to go into depression. someone who probably is soo in love with me that she can't stop stalking me. it makes me puke when i see the bright glow on her face when she sees me. gosh. i've tried to make it obvious that i can't stand her. is she so dumb as to not understand from my actions. she acts stupid. comes up with stupid jokes. thinks she's very funny. she keeps stepping on my hand and knocking things everywhere. clumsy idiot.
i spoilt my mood by thinking of that freak. well, well. i was gushing over someone today. the same eye candy that i disregarded some time ago. he's juz so cute. so smart. so capable. but oh well, a crush will always be a crush. because at the end of the day, he's juz another guy. =)
need to meet up wif jam and athena soon. i'm missing them sooo much! Love you guys!! muacks!
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
1SC6 is getting better. i sort of hated the class at the start. the people were so boring. only the st.marg's girls jas and a few others were active. especially the guys. they are the most unfriendly bunch i've ever met. its like there's no yi hui anymore! sigh. but i think the class as a whole is opening up. hah. we named yi ren bob(from incredibles) cuz he's juz so muscular. he was wearing the acsi pe shirt tiday and i swear. i couldn't stop staring. not that i'm attracted but the fact that i'm scared. i mean he could juz knock you flat with one blow. and there's this other guy. i'm not naming him and the whole class calls him asshole. started by alvin, the trying-to-be-nice-from-now guy. we juz had so much fun making fun of him.its mean but that guy is ridiculously dumb. somemore he's from a pretty prestigous school. we are having a class outing soon. hopefully most of them can come. =)
Sunday, April 10, 2005
been spending most of my time at my aunty's house. had some good time with my cousins. hah. they aren't so bad after all. after all these years of depising the majority of them, its really not bad at all. even though the atmosphere outside was very solemn, we were a crazy bunch of people. first day, all of us got into kavitha akka's room. about 16 of us to be exact. first thing, all of us sprang to the bed and kept fighting over who gets to sleep there. ha. at last, five of us slept vertically while two slept horizontally. had to refrain from stretching out my legs cuz i kept on kicking geja akka. and there was banu. despite her small size, she managed to create such a mayhem that prathip anna fell out of the bed. and stupid sharman. that idiot woke me up at 3am and pushed me out of the bed. that fella abused me so badly. i dropped onto anna's legs and hit my head. i dropped out of the bed a few more times. not happy with all he had done, sharman went to twist my hands and break my back. at the end of it, i looked like i just escaped the tsunami disaster. and he locked banu into a dark room. she din stop crying after that. haiz, guess he hasn't changed a bit after all these years. then we went around gossiping about each other. quite funny. and i found out alot of things about my cousins. lisha, kavi girls, sharmini akka and some screwed up guys were the centre of the jokes. hah. i'll be seeing them again next saturday. and for the first time, i'm looking forward to it.=)
Friday, April 01, 2005
class posting wun be out this week i think.. actually, i'm quite dissapointed..i really want a big change to the class..as in more new people come in..cuz at the moment, its pretty much dead..haven't really found someone to pour it all out too.. been hard lah..maybe i'm anti-social..unfriendly..bitchy..it doesn't matter..i don't like the whole clique thing..i noe thatz pretty much normal but many people in my class actually annoy me.. sometimes, i want them to juz go away.. i dun wanna see them.. i noe i shouldn't be saying all this..can't help it.. its annoying me.. why is it that all the nice ppl dun end up in my class..i'm not saying that everyone in sc6 is bad..juz a few.. so if any SC6 people are reading this, ask urself if u are annoying.. its been so lonely...i dun feel there is someone in class i can be with.. maybe outside class..somehow, st.marg's girls are the ones i feel most comforatble with..even after so many months..
i miss st.marg's.. everything in it..4/6,NP, prefects,teachers, school.. no more sitting wif ed and singing stupid songs.. coming out wif crap things to do..trying to bully teachers.. tease jam.. lie inside np room and cry..booking people..giving demerit points..its like the beautiful place i had built for myself in st.marg's is gone..forever.. i'm not liking it in ac..the appeal when i first came in is gone..it seems like juz another place that i come to study.. i'm not having fun.. the teachers are not the same.. i dun really like most of them.. how am i to survive.. did i make the wong choice..maybe SA would have been better..so many familiar faces.. a similar culture to st.marg's.. i still feel like a saint.. the spirit is still there.. i guess as the saying goes "Once a saint, always a saint"