last day of exams!! woohoo!! ha, truth is, i've started celbrating on friday itself. its only chem paper 1 today and we noe wat to expect. so yeah, din bother.. going to geylang after that to find charleston a china women.. ok.. just kidding. but yah, to eat and maybe before that a movie?? i don't know.. see how lah.
i have to write abt this. MATHS PAPER 2!!! just these three words(well, 2 words and a number) would be enough to cause the most horriblest of horriblest sort of nightmares!! AAAAHhHhHHHhh!!! three hours of staring at the paper, wondering if this was really maths. its brought excruciating pain. oh, how sadistic of the teachers.. how could they!!!
.....
ok i feel better now.. better get ready for school..
Friday, July 28, 2006
played captain's ball today. finnally found my true calling! haha.. should start a career as a (goal catcher!)or watever you call the person who catched the ball. and everyone should seriously stop laughing at me. grrhh.. and someone should tell eugene chua that playing captain's ball is much more FUN then learning basketball!!
Friday, July 21, 2006
HAPPY RACIAL HARMONY DAY!
was like bloody dead in ac. i think the only thing that happened was this message that was read during assembly.. and i slept thru it. anyway, i guess the day doen't really matter. afterall, its wats inside that matters. i've got pretty interesting frens. pretty "racist" as well.. joking abt each other..stereotyping others.. yuesheng,alvinkok,ziyi,kws,jingping,xt and yiren. all guilty of it!! oh yes, not forgetting the "lovable" KINNY!! ha.. dear only to jp.. in a way, it helped us bond.. yes, the irony that racism helped to bond the class.. at the end of the day, they dun mean anything, so its really fun.. jacking each other and laughing because of the look on the face of the person who is being jacked. oh well.. something i'll miss.. and something i'll remember...
was like bloody dead in ac. i think the only thing that happened was this message that was read during assembly.. and i slept thru it. anyway, i guess the day doen't really matter. afterall, its wats inside that matters. i've got pretty interesting frens. pretty "racist" as well.. joking abt each other..stereotyping others.. yuesheng,alvinkok,ziyi,kws,jingping,xt and yiren. all guilty of it!! oh yes, not forgetting the "lovable" KINNY!! ha.. dear only to jp.. in a way, it helped us bond.. yes, the irony that racism helped to bond the class.. at the end of the day, they dun mean anything, so its really fun.. jacking each other and laughing because of the look on the face of the person who is being jacked. oh well.. something i'll miss.. and something i'll remember...
got it from athena's blog.. hmm.. rather interesting..
The Five Love Languages
My primary love language is probablyActs of Service
with a secondary love language being
Quality Time.
Complete set of results
| Acts of Service: | 10 | |
| Quality Time: | 8 | |
| Physical Touch: | 7 | |
| Receiving Gifts: | 2 | |
| Words of Affirmation: | 2 |
Information
Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.Take the quiz
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
a sucky sucky day! bio tutorial got the shit out of me. no food during recess cuz of the massive queues. contacts popped out of my eye again. two periods of giving toh the cannot-be-bothered look. bad. just bad.
i dunno what to write. as in, i have a lot to say but i can't really put it all into words. or sometimes, i just force myself to shut up. the pressure's building. ppl are starting to break. i feel kinda helpless. sorta understand but a lot of things just seem out of my hand. sometimes, i wish i could just be God and change everything(sorry God!). sighz.
27 days. YES I NOE! CAN YOU JUST STOP THAT!! i've got it yah! just pisses me off to see evry teacher saying the same old shit. can't they not see that it's getting into us! aarrggh!! anyway, i've very little time for a lot of stuff and i dunno wat i'm gonna do. i'm stuck onto desperate housewives right now. 11 episodes in one day! nearly died. oh well.. my fault!
watched POC 2 with athena dearest the other day. had a great time.. just mushing over the cute johnny.. but it was really sick.. no seafood for the next one month. ha..must catch the 3rd one.. stupid jam. that bad taste women! bloom over johnny! oh gosh!! wats with that.. oh well, maybe that's why she's so bloody screwed up(literally).
want to watch the lake house. seems like some very sappy love story but think i really need to cry.
i dunno what to write. as in, i have a lot to say but i can't really put it all into words. or sometimes, i just force myself to shut up. the pressure's building. ppl are starting to break. i feel kinda helpless. sorta understand but a lot of things just seem out of my hand. sometimes, i wish i could just be God and change everything(sorry God!). sighz.
27 days. YES I NOE! CAN YOU JUST STOP THAT!! i've got it yah! just pisses me off to see evry teacher saying the same old shit. can't they not see that it's getting into us! aarrggh!! anyway, i've very little time for a lot of stuff and i dunno wat i'm gonna do. i'm stuck onto desperate housewives right now. 11 episodes in one day! nearly died. oh well.. my fault!
watched POC 2 with athena dearest the other day. had a great time.. just mushing over the cute johnny.. but it was really sick.. no seafood for the next one month. ha..must catch the 3rd one.. stupid jam. that bad taste women! bloom over johnny! oh gosh!! wats with that.. oh well, maybe that's why she's so bloody screwed up(literally).
want to watch the lake house. seems like some very sappy love story but think i really need to cry.
what if you found the one you were meant to be with..
but you lived two years apart..
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
MY BLOG DESERVES BETTER!
okay, my fault. haven't had any motivation to write. CONGRATS TO ITALY-WORLD CUP CHAMPIONS 2006!! yeah, wasn't very happy wif the result. it should have been zizou's day.sigh. at least its over now. luckily haven't been having withdrawal symthoms. just glad that i can start some serious revsion now. prelims a month away. and i have so much on my mind. how??
okay, my fault. haven't had any motivation to write. CONGRATS TO ITALY-WORLD CUP CHAMPIONS 2006!! yeah, wasn't very happy wif the result. it should have been zizou's day.sigh. at least its over now. luckily haven't been having withdrawal symthoms. just glad that i can start some serious revsion now. prelims a month away. and i have so much on my mind. how??
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
29TH JUNE!!!
can't wait to see my darlings. silent hill?? stupid jam. still need to catch pirates of the carribean. JOHNNY DEPP!! aaAaaaaHhh!! he's like bloody hot. *droolz* i'll ask athena if she wants to go.=) it'll be so fun.. and we'll associate jam with anything dumb in the movie. i love my babes!
anyway, school's started. damn sian. somehow i never missed the canteen food. or maybe i just seem to be losing my appetite..(well, not when it comes to venezia. ate three scoops in one day!) calvin got sick n got pink slip. ha..wat a conincidence, rite after ET's lesson. and there goes all the teachers trying to five us pep talk and ranting abt how there is only 6 weeks left to prelims. yes. we noe.
guess i'm really feeling the heat now. hols din go as planned. partyed too much at the start. my fault. screw it. i feel sort of aimless rite now. i'm not going to become a doctor or a scientist or anything in the science field. so wat the heck am i doing taking triple science and trying to score my 4As.. its pointless. evryone seems to be painting a picture of a bleak future. evryone, except pat sum. oh well.
you noe, all the little dreams and fantasies that you had when you were young(and still do)? its kinda sad that none of my rainbow dreams will ever come true. no tiara, no handsome prince, no snow castles, no super rich dad.. ha..ok tt was lame. i'm just lamenting. and also, how our parents never support what you wanna do. deep down, i still wanna be a pilot or an air stewardess or an executive in a hotel. too bad my mum starts quarreling once i bring up the topic. guess i should just study hard and get my place in SMU.
can't wait to see my darlings. silent hill?? stupid jam. still need to catch pirates of the carribean. JOHNNY DEPP!! aaAaaaaHhh!! he's like bloody hot. *droolz* i'll ask athena if she wants to go.=) it'll be so fun.. and we'll associate jam with anything dumb in the movie. i love my babes!
anyway, school's started. damn sian. somehow i never missed the canteen food. or maybe i just seem to be losing my appetite..(well, not when it comes to venezia. ate three scoops in one day!) calvin got sick n got pink slip. ha..wat a conincidence, rite after ET's lesson. and there goes all the teachers trying to five us pep talk and ranting abt how there is only 6 weeks left to prelims. yes. we noe.
guess i'm really feeling the heat now. hols din go as planned. partyed too much at the start. my fault. screw it. i feel sort of aimless rite now. i'm not going to become a doctor or a scientist or anything in the science field. so wat the heck am i doing taking triple science and trying to score my 4As.. its pointless. evryone seems to be painting a picture of a bleak future. evryone, except pat sum. oh well.
you noe, all the little dreams and fantasies that you had when you were young(and still do)? its kinda sad that none of my rainbow dreams will ever come true. no tiara, no handsome prince, no snow castles, no super rich dad.. ha..ok tt was lame. i'm just lamenting. and also, how our parents never support what you wanna do. deep down, i still wanna be a pilot or an air stewardess or an executive in a hotel. too bad my mum starts quarreling once i bring up the topic. guess i should just study hard and get my place in SMU.
Saturday, June 24, 2006
changed my blogskin. yeah.. the old ones picture went missing..so yeah, pink again..
din really blog so much abt atc. considering that it was one of the highlights of this month. having taken all the energy away from me. and maybe the final major event for the year as a CI.
its been a eventful 6 years..
starting out as a terrible cadet that every ma'am of mine hated.. my boo boos..the long unaltered skirt that i wore for my first parade. the police dog unit visit where i was left behind by all my squadmates. and also all the times when i was so frightened of my ma'ams. how they made me do punishment and all the shouting into the ear. seriously apeaking, i was the ultimate loser.
sec2 was better. after learning to adapt, i actually learnt to enjoy the whole thing. even though the punishment din disappear, i began to understand the ma'ams better. i started seeing things from their eyes. putting in more effort, bonding with my squad.. preparing to be NCOs..
sec 3 was truly my best year in NP. the time when i learnt so much of life's important lessons. it din start well. there were ppl who doubted me. ppl who thought i din deserve my vice chair position. there was so much expectations. so much to prove. jam was always there. all the time we spent after school trying to come up with reforms and planning events. and then there was campcraft. truly a blessing since that's when i really got to noe athena. the team persevered. but it wasn't really a team. partly my fault, i accept. but we gave it our best(at least the three of us).
sec 4 was more of the time me athena jam just hung out in NP room, talking, laughing and doing all those shit(rape jam, dance to britney spears, lie flat on the floor and randomnly start crying..and evrything else)..ha..my babes.. i love them..i really do. and yah, we tried to pass on the NCO role to the next batch. their batch was quite screwed from the very start. they had more problems then us. so dun really blame all of them.. just wish some of them had put in more commitment. you start missing something only when its gone. when it was back to concentrating for O's, i realised how much i had taken advantage of NP.. i really missed evrything. no drills, no pt, no campcraft, no fun, no punishment, no parades, no BABES!! that's when ma'am mei moey started talking to me abt being a CI. i thought abt it.. quite alot.. i felt there was a duty of myself to come back and give what i had taken. like the song hymm,
"they reap not where they laboured
we reap what they have sown
our harvest maybe garnered,
by ages yet unknown"
i wanted to do it. but i din want to do it myself. i noe there was ma'am mei moey and saa. but i wasn't really that close to them. it din feel that good to come back myself. i wanted my babes. athena couldn't make for dec i think. and stupid jam screwed me at the last min. just make the decision to go there myself. CIBTC was rather interesting. as in i think the only thing i really learnt from there is to see the bigger picture..i'm not going to bother explain this point. let me see, i think 8 CIs from area 15. (i was the only girl. damn!) gee..anyway, CIBTC was just like the starting point to my CI life.
it was tough. getting into AC and continuing NP. my schedule totally conflicted. had even thought of quitting NP or something. guess must thank ma'am mei moey for being there to always guide me and teach me all i needed to know. she really rocks!=) i wasn't really fond of my juniors but i just learnt more and more as the days passed. i became more mature in the way i led. to see it through their eyes at times and always knowing the rationale behind why i was doing something. in these one and a half years, i gained so much knowledge. and i'm still learning. ATC'05 was like a foundation year for me. just tried to learn from everyone, and see how i could give my input. ATC'06 was more of the time i had to stand up, lead and guide. there weren't many experienced ppl and i felt i had a responsibility. ATC was great. ha.. i feel like writng abt ATC.. everything.. so fun. maybe i'll post a part two to this. gee..haha.
and so its ends. my wonderful 6 years. all the ups and downs. all the times i cried and all the laughter. i guess at the end of the day, it was the passion that kept me going. ppl may not understand. my mum never stopped screaming at me. for spending all my time and energy into NP. abt how i can be doing more meaningful things. about how stupid i am to torture myself. but everything was truly worth it. and i wouldn't have wanted it any other way. it was indeed the time of my life...
din really blog so much abt atc. considering that it was one of the highlights of this month. having taken all the energy away from me. and maybe the final major event for the year as a CI.
its been a eventful 6 years..
starting out as a terrible cadet that every ma'am of mine hated.. my boo boos..the long unaltered skirt that i wore for my first parade. the police dog unit visit where i was left behind by all my squadmates. and also all the times when i was so frightened of my ma'ams. how they made me do punishment and all the shouting into the ear. seriously apeaking, i was the ultimate loser.
sec2 was better. after learning to adapt, i actually learnt to enjoy the whole thing. even though the punishment din disappear, i began to understand the ma'ams better. i started seeing things from their eyes. putting in more effort, bonding with my squad.. preparing to be NCOs..
sec 3 was truly my best year in NP. the time when i learnt so much of life's important lessons. it din start well. there were ppl who doubted me. ppl who thought i din deserve my vice chair position. there was so much expectations. so much to prove. jam was always there. all the time we spent after school trying to come up with reforms and planning events. and then there was campcraft. truly a blessing since that's when i really got to noe athena. the team persevered. but it wasn't really a team. partly my fault, i accept. but we gave it our best(at least the three of us).
sec 4 was more of the time me athena jam just hung out in NP room, talking, laughing and doing all those shit(rape jam, dance to britney spears, lie flat on the floor and randomnly start crying..and evrything else)..ha..my babes.. i love them..i really do. and yah, we tried to pass on the NCO role to the next batch. their batch was quite screwed from the very start. they had more problems then us. so dun really blame all of them.. just wish some of them had put in more commitment. you start missing something only when its gone. when it was back to concentrating for O's, i realised how much i had taken advantage of NP.. i really missed evrything. no drills, no pt, no campcraft, no fun, no punishment, no parades, no BABES!! that's when ma'am mei moey started talking to me abt being a CI. i thought abt it.. quite alot.. i felt there was a duty of myself to come back and give what i had taken. like the song hymm,
"they reap not where they laboured
we reap what they have sown
our harvest maybe garnered,
by ages yet unknown"
i wanted to do it. but i din want to do it myself. i noe there was ma'am mei moey and saa. but i wasn't really that close to them. it din feel that good to come back myself. i wanted my babes. athena couldn't make for dec i think. and stupid jam screwed me at the last min. just make the decision to go there myself. CIBTC was rather interesting. as in i think the only thing i really learnt from there is to see the bigger picture..i'm not going to bother explain this point. let me see, i think 8 CIs from area 15. (i was the only girl. damn!) gee..anyway, CIBTC was just like the starting point to my CI life.
it was tough. getting into AC and continuing NP. my schedule totally conflicted. had even thought of quitting NP or something. guess must thank ma'am mei moey for being there to always guide me and teach me all i needed to know. she really rocks!=) i wasn't really fond of my juniors but i just learnt more and more as the days passed. i became more mature in the way i led. to see it through their eyes at times and always knowing the rationale behind why i was doing something. in these one and a half years, i gained so much knowledge. and i'm still learning. ATC'05 was like a foundation year for me. just tried to learn from everyone, and see how i could give my input. ATC'06 was more of the time i had to stand up, lead and guide. there weren't many experienced ppl and i felt i had a responsibility. ATC was great. ha.. i feel like writng abt ATC.. everything.. so fun. maybe i'll post a part two to this. gee..haha.
and so its ends. my wonderful 6 years. all the ups and downs. all the times i cried and all the laughter. i guess at the end of the day, it was the passion that kept me going. ppl may not understand. my mum never stopped screaming at me. for spending all my time and energy into NP. abt how i can be doing more meaningful things. about how stupid i am to torture myself. but everything was truly worth it. and i wouldn't have wanted it any other way. it was indeed the time of my life...
Thursday, June 22, 2006
ATC's over. nothing else for quite some time i guess. books it is for me. *mixed feelings*
And I'd give up forever to touch you,
'Cause I know that you feel me some how.
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be,
And I don't want to go home right now.
And all I can taste is this moment,
And all I can breathe is your life,
And sooner or later it's over,
I just don't want to miss you tonight.
And I don't want the world to see me,
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand.
When everything's made to be broken,
I just want you to know who I am.
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming,
Or the moment of the truth in your lies.
When everything feels like the movies,
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive.
And I don't want the world to see me,
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand.
When everything's made to be broken,
I just want you to know who I am.
And I don't want the world to see me,
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand.
When everything's made to be broken,
I just want you to know who I am.
And I don't want the world to see me,
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand.
When everything's made to be broken,
I just want you to know who I am.
I just want you to know who I am.
I just want you to know who I am.
I just want you to know who I am......
And I'd give up forever to touch you,
'Cause I know that you feel me some how.
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be,
And I don't want to go home right now.
And all I can taste is this moment,
And all I can breathe is your life,
And sooner or later it's over,
I just don't want to miss you tonight.
And I don't want the world to see me,
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand.
When everything's made to be broken,
I just want you to know who I am.
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming,
Or the moment of the truth in your lies.
When everything feels like the movies,
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive.
And I don't want the world to see me,
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand.
When everything's made to be broken,
I just want you to know who I am.
And I don't want the world to see me,
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand.
When everything's made to be broken,
I just want you to know who I am.
And I don't want the world to see me,
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand.
When everything's made to be broken,
I just want you to know who I am.
I just want you to know who I am.
I just want you to know who I am.
I just want you to know who I am......
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
WORLD CUP!! yeah.. all the late nites.. damn i'm so dead! ARGENTINA TO WIN THE CUP!!! yes. so proud of them.. their are fantastic this time.. the match against ivory coast was simply superb. fair match but experience was the deciding factor in the end.
not happy rite now.. multiple reasons for that. and i dun wish to talk abt it. so in any case, i better start on that physics hmwk.
ps. i just got some cash!!=) want to buy some nice bag!
Thursday, June 01, 2006
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
last week of school. can't wait for it to end.. its just loads of hmwk and pointless lectures..nothing's getting inside right now.. just out of that mode.. ha, lessons were rather eventful today. super pissed with ET.. she seems like she's challenging me. i noe she's probably not liking me anymore. too bad for her then. she's so lazy and annoying. i'm really damn worried. dun see myself going anywhere. i can't suck at chem..considering it was an A1 sub in o's... she's like some major bitch. BITCH!!! i absolutely hate her!after that had chee hong. that guy's seriously an asshole. joel kena today. dun see wat he did wrong.
had brownies just now.. three whole pieces. rojak yesterday. mac on sat. i'm seriously going to get fat. no. i dun want to get fat!! ha..at least i've finished NAPFA! yay!! no more mass pe.. no more of that bitch... i'm free!!
had brownies just now.. three whole pieces. rojak yesterday. mac on sat. i'm seriously going to get fat. no. i dun want to get fat!! ha..at least i've finished NAPFA! yay!! no more mass pe.. no more of that bitch... i'm free!!
just some thoughts.
wat if one day u get married and your partner doesn't want to have sex with you.. will you still be with him/her? or will you leave that person??
if wat sherman says is right, then marriage would be for sex. so why even get married?
Thursday, May 18, 2006
damn! arsenal lost!!! i'm MAD!! sigh.. really sad for them. damn referee. damn henry. should just sell him off.. wasted easy balls like hell... screw him!
anyway, went to see da vinci code with jp,kok,kenny,charles and ys. must say, its pretty good. better than i expected. kinda convincing even though i noe its not true. its like you really have to think througout the whole movie to get it. and the movie never seemed to end. like you will think this is the last part and then suddenly there's another mystery unsolved. damn cool. stupid guys..all sleeping halfway.. jp was such an ass.. she kept on screaming whenever the bad guy jumped in front of the screen.. hha..quite funny though..seriously, this is one movie everyone should watch. pretty worthit even though it was like 8 bucks.
got unit camp tmr. ha..i'm slacking..would be going later than the rest. sigh..i'm so busy.. can't wait for it to be over.
anyway, went to see da vinci code with jp,kok,kenny,charles and ys. must say, its pretty good. better than i expected. kinda convincing even though i noe its not true. its like you really have to think througout the whole movie to get it. and the movie never seemed to end. like you will think this is the last part and then suddenly there's another mystery unsolved. damn cool. stupid guys..all sleeping halfway.. jp was such an ass.. she kept on screaming whenever the bad guy jumped in front of the screen.. hha..quite funny though..seriously, this is one movie everyone should watch. pretty worthit even though it was like 8 bucks.
got unit camp tmr. ha..i'm slacking..would be going later than the rest. sigh..i'm so busy.. can't wait for it to be over.
Friday, May 12, 2006
To all buddists: HAPPY VESAK DAY!!
okay. having a pretty moderate day. though workload is still high. damn et gave 3 sets of papers. still got 20 phy qsns, bio wksht, atc,unit camp. i'm sooo busy! sigh. can't wait for this year to end. though i dun wan to face A levels so soon.
ac's having quite a bad season this time. rugby lost to sa 13-10. went for girl's hockey. quite sad for them, having seen them working very hard for the past few weeks. but then again, the ultimate goal is to challenge yourself and go beyond your own limit. hope they dun take it too hard.
okay. having a pretty moderate day. though workload is still high. damn et gave 3 sets of papers. still got 20 phy qsns, bio wksht, atc,unit camp. i'm sooo busy! sigh. can't wait for this year to end. though i dun wan to face A levels so soon.
ac's having quite a bad season this time. rugby lost to sa 13-10. went for girl's hockey. quite sad for them, having seen them working very hard for the past few weeks. but then again, the ultimate goal is to challenge yourself and go beyond your own limit. hope they dun take it too hard.
Friday, April 28, 2006
i wrote this entry on self-reflection. apparently the com din wan me to publish it, so just blanked off by itself. ha..i'm not going to take the pain to re-type it. if you see any difference in me from now on, probably you'll understand by yourself.
need to catch up on homework and sleep. and do more self-reflection.
need to catch up on homework and sleep. and do more self-reflection.
Sunday, April 23, 2006
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